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In Melbourne.......

2010-02-23T18:56:00.004+08:00

Finally have the chance to blog. It's been quite tiring the last few days, settling into the new place. Was going around the city looking for things that I need. The shops here close at 5pm on weekdays and maybe 7 or 9 on Thursdays and Fridays.... And the sky is like 5pm back in Brunei when it's 7pm here.... :S Finally got my Aussie line and internet. It's pretty strict here as only 18 and above can apply for a post-paid line(prima).....

Went to Phillip Island for a day tour on Sunday to see the Penguin Parade, where you actually wait by the beach side, to see penguins returning from the sea, making their way back to their burrows on land. So cute and funny to the penguins waddling up the shore then rushing back to the waters hehehe....

Waddle, waddle up the shore,
Finding their burrows off they go,
Singing their love song to find their way home,
Will it be a happy ending in the end?

Anyway stopped by the Warrook Farm to see kangaroos and wombat and also at Western Port where we at dinner just by the port :) Saw lots of wild wallabies on the way :P
heheh pictures will have to wait till facebook..... (really long for blogger to upload pics...)

Orientation started on Monday. Was pretty nervous and excited at the same time, just like how a little kid just started school. I'm starting all over again, a new life, new school, new friends...... Made a few friends already :)Elroy and Michael from Singapore, Bowie and Bernice from Hong Kong, Wei Yen from Penang and Rowena from KL. Got along pretty well. Took a diagnostic English test, had to do three papers. The first two was just cloze passage and correction of errors and we had to write an argumentative essay.... just not my type of essay.... Then we had a tour of where our classes will be. It's just so different here as our lecture rooms are not together but they're all over the place. It's like about 30mins walk from where I stay to the main college campus. Thank God my other lecture rooms are just about 10mins walk along the street. Don't have to walk that far hahaha.... It was a whole day event and orientation will go on for two weeks before our classes starts.... It's funny when it's only the first day and you can already see people forming their own circle of friends.... Gonna be selecting our subjects by tomorrow....

Have been bunking in my mum's hotel for the past few days since my roommate's not around during that time but since she's back today i guess I'll be sleeping in the apartment. Hopefully can wake up early for school..... Well it doesn't seem so bad the last days, it's like just on a holiday but now that orientation started everything seems different. Motions coming in and yeah.... I do really miss home and scared, honestly...... I know it's normal.... I guess it will take some time...

MISS YOU GUYS BACK HOME VERY MUCH!!!! <3

Shoutout for someone special!!!

2010-02-17T00:24:00.004+08:00

This is a special shoutout for MICHEEEBALENOBANANABOB a.k.a Michelle Chen, the Granny (see I extended your name hehehe)

HAPPY 18th BURF'DAE!!!
Congratulation,
you're LEGAL!!!

Hahaha bet this is one memorable day for you.... Too bad I'm leaving on the same day... :( Well Mich, you're the greatest friend anyone can have! So ever loving, jolly, jumpy, bubbly, cheerful, caring, helpful, whatever you can think of(I'm out of words,(really there's just no words to describe you....) Hahhaaha... No words can ever express how grateful I am to know you personally as a friend. :)

Gonna really miss you and your wonderful smile(I'm scared when you don't smile hahaha), doing silly things with you,things no one can understand, having senseless talks and laughing at each other while trying to out-talk each other with sarcasm hahhaha (I always win LOL but you know I still love you hahahaha), jamming with you in worship practices, trying out new songs. I'm gonna miss the time we stayed up late just to have our heart-to-heart talks and just trying to build each other up, no matter in what situation, and one more thing, I don't remember 'the look' I always give you when you say something silly and random..... hahhhaha You're always like the victim and hehehe of course forever my PARTNER-IN-CRIME!!! hahahahaha There's so much more we've gone through to even reach this far in life and you know it too ^^ Oh Mich, what can I do if it wasn't for you!!??? <3 I'm gonna miss everthing ....... (There's so much more than these.......)

Well just wanna wish you another fruitful and blessed year with the Lord!^^ We'll be in touch, don't forget we're just a 'click' away :P

With lots of love <3<3<3,
your Partner-in-Crime :P

Last night in Brunei

2010-02-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

Can't believe it's already my last night in Brunei.... Hehehe I'm all set, ready to go! By tomorrow 6pm I'll be on my way off to a new land, to have a new beginning. Let the bygones be gone, things that have changed in the past and things that are going to change,whatever they may be, they don't really matter anymore.... Some things may be different now but sometimes, it's too late to make it right, things will never be the same again.(Emo?? Whatever.... hehe) Anyway I'm sorry to whoever I've hurt or offended unintentionally, please do forgive me... Peace ? :)

I'm just excited and at the same time not knowing what to expect there. And of course gonna miss my friends here :') (You know who you are....) LOVE YOU GUYSSSS!!!!! Will keep ya'all updated ^^

Updates :)

2010-02-08T23:42:00.009+08:00

Well lots have happened since my last post......

Von's party

Dinner at Capers'

Busy with practices, art works

Adeline's birthday

RESULT'S FINALLY OUT!!! (last Saturday)

I did pretty well :) Quite happy with it except one subject but it was expected so yeah...... Well just wanna say 'CONGRATS to all fifth formers 09!!! The results may be good or bad but as long as you are happy with it and you know you've done your best is good enough :) There is no need to compare with anyone because God has given each one of us different capabilites.

To those who did well- Congrats again and continue to keep up the good work :D
To those who did not do so well- You guys did great. Know that you've done your best and don't be too hard on yourself. It's not end of the road yet. You still have a long way ahead of you. It's ok to fall, just get back up to your feet again^^ Whatever decision you make, just make sure it's the best for you :) Wishing you all the best!!! ^^

Can't believe it's finally my turn to be leaving Brunei.... Sending so many friends off before and now...... Phew..... Pretty excited about it and looking forward to see what's beyond these boundaries. I know it seems so mean as in like leaving your friends behind and no giving them a thought.... It's not true ok, it's just me finally able to see a bigger world, something that I've been looking forward to but I never thought that it would be so soon! I am gonna miss my friends and each of them have played a part in my life,major or minor, they all have made an impact in my life.

I've about a week left in Brunei. Time suddenly seems to fly quickly. It's like doing things for the last time before you leave. Going out with friends for the last time, celebrating their birthday together, having practices together. Well was my last Sunday in AFC..... Serving in the worship team with Micheeee, Jerold, Shaun, Alisa, Abigail,Dave,Josh, Shaun and Sam. Gonna miss you CRAZY PEEPS!!! this includes Araham, Veivien, Mark and Jason toooo !!! ^^ hahaha You guys rock and make my day :) You guys have become an inspiration to me in music, truly!!! :) I believe you guys are going to make it big one day and yeah... Just can't wait to see what God will do with you all!!!

Micheebalenobob (don't know how we came out with this) a.k.a Michelle Chen
To you, to you and you and you and you..... *singing to Mich* hehe

Well I really run out of words..... don't know what to say but you're just simply GREAT!!! Always there to hear me out and encouraging me. Bearing with all my lameness hahaha all the crazy conversations, some don't even make sense hahaha and I just love your designing skills.... (Dude, you really got to teach me man, one day) man I'm so gonna miss 'bullying' you hahhahaha Buttermilk chicken!!! (inside joke) There so much more than this, both you and I know ^^
Anyways, you've really been a blessing to me in so many ways, just don't know how to express my gratitude to you. I really believe you will do great things for God. I just see how much compassion for people, so much love and serving God with such sincerity and purity..... WOW!!! (That's one word to sum it all up.....) *Sniff, sniff* Really don't know what to say already hahaha

Hehe do get mad at me XP I love this pic very much!! Luv you <3

To Jerold,
You doing great man!!! Continue whatever you are doing now and just be who you are- the ever jolly-jumpy-cheerful guy, keeping up the atmosphere all the time hahahaha What can we do without you? Don't feel that you're not good enough for anything and that's not true because God has made you just who you are and place you where ever you are for a purpose. (I believe you know what I'm talking about) Just like your sister, I see how much compassion for people, so much love and serving God with such sincerity and purity... And with such humbleness, you will go very far in life and see your dreams come to past :) AMEN!!!!

Not forgetting my choir partner, my dear Ms. Sophia Chen Pei Ling, hahaha, same CG since you've joined Acts and now singing together ^^ I'm gonna miss you tooooo and a shout out to the ever giggly Amy Chua (scared of your bear hugssss, jk jk) Though we just met for quite a short while but I'm gonna miss you and your contagious giggles hehe :) To all of you in AFC, you are all very dear to me individually just like a family :) Indeed each of you have become an inspiration in my life and built me up spiritually to who I am today. Thank you for supporting me and keeping me in prayers all the time. I'll definitely miss you..... <3>The lovely SGs

Bear hug???

Edited by michee :)

Well all down to the last minute packing, just hoping to have enough time to meet up some more friends before I leave and gonna be away from the 12th to celebrate CNY until 15th and then flying off on the 17th to Melbourne...... By the way it's a 6pm flight :)

So maybe gonna be on hiatus until everything settles down in Australia.... Until then..... ^^ Signing off with love <3

New Gadgetsss!!!

2010-01-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hehehe just having fun with my NEW TOYSS!!! hahhahaha Can't believe i've finally got them ^^ Taking some time to customize everything :)

Got this some time ago 2 months already to be exact :)

Just recently haven't got much chance to test it out yet :P

And just got this TODAYYY!!! :D

WOOHOOOOO!!! I'm Loving them!!!!

Updates

2010-01-13T08:21:00.006+08:00

Nothing much actually just the many people's birthdays and our Gala Night Dinner at Orchid Garden Hotel. Stuck at home most of the time, doing housework and yeah just a few pic updates :)

Willie's 17th Birthday

Gala Night 2010

The Most Dashing Guys......

.......& the Most Stylist Ladies

Love these pics ^^ Cool beans Xp

The rest of the pics can be seen in FB :)

I'm Not Who I Am Before

2010-01-04T10:00:00.004+08:00

My first swim in 2010. Finally able to start swimming again after 3 years, back to the training days..... back to my world, my world of bball and swimming, somewhere I really belong. Going to make a new start, slowly, just one day at a time. Gonna pick myself up and start from scratch back into my sports world......

Ok, I don't know how to put this but anyway..... I never choose to be where I am today, to be stuck with this sickness, which has taken away so much from my family and I. Taking away what I've built up from my childhood... all my time and effort all gone just in one day......

Yes, I still dream of being a good bball player and swimmer and because of 'it' this dream just crashed 4 years ago. It hurts physically and emotionally, especially when you're at the peak and the next thing you know, you're down in the valley. Day by day, I still wish that 'it' would just go away and I'm back to who I am before but I know it's impossible.

Well by the end of 2009 and beginning 2010, I truly understand what it means to be living a life not of your own. The physical hurt wasn't that bad but it's the emotional part which matters. It's just hard when you've got to cope with life. I still got to live like a normal teenager, school, nagging parents, annoying brother, friends.... But for me I'm stuck with 'it', having to put up a strong front before others. Well I'm sure everyone tries to put up a strong front when they are around other people especially among their friends but even the strongest will have their weak points.You can't put up a strong front forever and even till today I realize how fragile I am. Though I may seem strong in front of others but it's when I'm alone, I know how close I am to giving up in life, all that I've worked for.....

All that's been happening in my life, things I cannot control which have been pushing me at the edge... Makes life frustrating and sometimes I wished I can just give it all up.... but at this point I'll always remember the goodness of God and how He had pull me through. I always thought that you know it's just because of what God had done and yeah I've never really given it much thought about it.... Life still goes on, thinking that I still can manage.....

But when I look back now, I see how I've lived each day when I totally have no control of what had happened before, totally helpless.... I could have given up long time ago but yet I'm still standing here in this world. Then who's in control all these while? It's not that there's an invisible force that can pull your life together..... Only then I realize that I am actually living a life that's not of my own but whose?

Given much thought and there's only one thing left. It's only by the Mercy and GRACE of God that I am still here. I've been to places like India and China and I would consider myself more fortunate than others who have less and yet they still can survive each day..... And I'm still able to fly overseas for holidays and to study despite the medical expenses.... Indeed God really is my Provider and my Strength. Really to understand what it truly mean to surrender wholly to God, living under the Grace of God, a life not of your own but of God's is one's personal experience and it's unexplainable......

I can't really explain more than this but I pray that one day you will truly understand what it really mean to be living a life not of your own but of God's, under His mercy and grace......

For me I''m planning to start my trainings just like before, though it may be slow and painful but taking it one day at a time, believing that it could be done. It's not too late to start...... And life's like that too, things may be slow at the start but we'll be back up on our feet again as long as persevere and don't quit :)

2009 had been a year of happenings and also a closing chapter of another season in life. 2010 is definitely a best year yet to come and a new season. Going to have a new life not only spiritually and also in this world :) Can't wait to see what going to unfold in my life, grasping hold of every opportunities to come ;) This new life with new revelations with God.......

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

2010-01-01T10:04:00.003+08:00

Songs of the year ^^ They're the bomb man !!!

FM Static-Take Me As I Am
This time I finally see
The reason why, I can't do this alone,
It took some time and concentration,
To believe it, this I know

I need to build my faith sometimes,
But I am so comfortable in line,
I'm up, there's no more time,
To try to mess with this design

Tonight's complete,
Everyone's asleep,
And I wanna say these words to You,
I'll be Your hands, take me as I am,
I just wanna be with You

Take me as I am, 'cause I'm going,
I was too scared to start,
And now I'm too scared to let go.
Take me as I am, 'cause I'm growing,
But it's so hard to tell
When I'm not used to this so
Take me as I am, 'cause I'm going,
I was too scared to start,
And now I'm too scared to let go.
Take me as I am, 'cause I'm growing,
But it's so hard to tell
When I'm not used to this so...

I lift my voice to sing out,
Let the sound of my heart ring out,
These hands aren't holding me down,
Never again will I be without

I need to build my faith sometimes,
But I am so comfortable in line,
I'm up, there's no more time,
To try to mess with this design

FM Static-Six Candles
You're amazing but you're taking too much time
I've only got six candles left
And I'm trying to keep this off my mind
It's getting darker but it's the way they make feel
They try to fill my head with questions
They all doubt you but I know you're real

If it takes time then I'll be patient
Know that I will still believe
I'll take your hand and hold it tightly
Because I know you'll carry me

Take me high, Take me in, Take these last six candles
And when I'm tired, and wearing thin
Give me the strength to carry on
Here I am, see my hands, take these last six candles
We're moving on, we'll keep, keep, moving on

And I'm so thankful for every breath I take
There's not a moment that goes by
I waste wiping tears out of my crying face
Don't look so sad, you've missed the point
I'm still so glad I knew you against the odds
I'll take my chances and burn this candle through you

If I could ever see the way you understand me
When no one else can see it
I know you surround me
I'll be the one who listens only when you tell me
Not walking but running, not talking, yellin

And they might never understand why I do what I do
But I can only speak my mind
And what I feel is true
I'll take a vow to be the only one who stands if it takes
All that I am, I will be standing, there, there

FM Static- Waste of Time
This troubled heartache
Won't go away
I think there might be
Something wrong with me
I take a deep breath and maybe
I'll stop this shaking
God please don't forsake me
I might be crazy

Am I losing my mind?
Sometimes I feel like
Things are getting worse in time
If I try will you open my eyes?
And make me a part of you
Like you're a friend of mine

Next time I'm losing my mind
I'll remember that to find my way out
Is just a waste of time
In place of all my mistakes
You've seen through the shadows above me
No one could ever love me like You

If I finish what I started
And get swept under the carpet
I'll still be thankful for all you've done
Take a note to remind me
That you know where you can find me
I'll probably end up right back here again

Am I losing my mind?
Sometimes I feel like
Things are getting worse in time
If I try will you open my eyes?
And make me a part of you
Like you're a friend of mine

Next time I'm losing my mind
I'll remember that to find my way out
Is just a waste of time
In place of all my mistakes
You've seen through the shadows above me
No one could ever love me like You

I'll be everything that you want me to
Except for perfect
I'm trying hard just to understand
Your plan for me
I'll be everywhere that you want me to
Unless I fall
I'm just trying to get my life back again

Christmas In Brunei ^^

2009-12-26T23:28:00.004+08:00

Just a few pics with the peeps from church at the NBT display :) First time there and yeah they really do have nice displays for every festivals :)

Aaron:I see snow fallingggg ooooo XP

Well finally got to meet up with Hazel to watch Sherlock Holmes and bball matches at Batu Bersurat :) Bored at home, still haven't been able to meet up with a lot of friends......

2009-12-18T08:19:00.005+08:00

We moved a lot to different hotels everyday. Most of them are fine, just that some don't have proper heaters and it's damn cold at night.... :S

Li Jiang Gu Cheng（理江古城）

Chu Xiong

Kunming(2nd night)

There's another very nice hotel in Kunming(1st night), built right next to lake, Lakeview Hotel & Spa. Too bad there's no pictures of it. Anyway the hotel management there is quite strict, only a fixed number of people can stay in a room according to the type of room you book. So since there's five of us, I always get the third room all to myself hehehehe

Yunnan Trip 09

2009-12-17T19:43:00.004+08:00

Well really a great trip. Lost my words for it.... The scenery there is just so breathtaking. Well it's different when you see them in photos compared to just being there itself. Hehe too many photos to upload here as blogger's quite slow. Can check out the photos in fb :) There's actually more than there are in fb hehe More of a landscape phototaker ^^ Got to experiment with my new DSLR Xp

Learnt a lot too during this trip about the tribes in China. It's amazing as every structures, mountains, rivers have their own stories behind :) They even have their own way of calling guys and girls in each different regions Hehe...... Loving it ^^

The Stone ForestSome special effects :)

Hehe some add-on to my collections:-

By the way all the photos you see are not edited, just taken as it is ^^

Prom 09

2009-11-29T21:59:00.006+08:00

Just a few pictures from prom:- Check out the rest in FB :)

The Cs Gang

D.B Triangles

Guys in heels Xp

The Pair 9s

The Guys

Just got back from Freshfire Conference in Miri. It's AWESOME!!! :) Encountered God and yeah bought a few new hoodies and a Bible hehe :) Anyway gonna be flying off to Shanghai tomorrow gonna stop by in s'pore for 2days first ^^ Gonna be on hiatus again.....

More than just learning something new......

2009-11-20T23:00:00.001+08:00

Just attended a whole day seminar with Ps. Benny Ho on Discerning God's Will ^^ Had to admit that I was quite tired in the afternoon and feeling quite sleepy. Hehe Anyway that's not the point, it's just that I've actually experience it even before this seminar. It's actually about making my decision to further my studies :)

When he was teaching about discerning God's Will from the new testament, he gave 8 points accordingly step-by-step and had to be followed one after another otherwise it's not applicable.

These are the 8 points:-

The Supremacy of Scriptures
The Spirit of the Seeker
The Patience of Prayer
The Counsel of Christians
The Confirmation of Circumstances
The Discipline of Decision-making
The Presence of Peace
The Supernatural Signs of the Spirit

When he was stating them, I could actually relate them to my situation back then, identifying each step just as it is and I've actually did them accordingly which led me to make the right decision. Praise God! :) Can't believe I've gone through it before hand. This session not only allow me to learn new things but also to understand the ways of God better. Amen ^^

Well alas, I've made my decision to go Melbourne next year to further me studies at Trinity College :) hehe

EFFICACY- Doing the RIGHT THING, in the RIGHT WAY, at the RIGHT TIME, for the RIGHT PURPOSE to get the RIGHT RESULT

Weird?? :)

2009-11-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hehe nothing much just brightening my blog with pics... :)
Just some things that I love collecting especially stationery and nice bottles hehe ^^

Updates, updates, updates...... ^^

2009-11-16T23:20:00.003+08:00

HEYYYYY!!! I'm back updating after exams, well actually finished by 13th but as promised before pictures ^^ Hehehe thanks for those still reading this blog, I know sometimes it's kinda boring. Anyways a lot had happened since my last post, exams and deciding my future education. We've also got a new pastor from S'pore for 3months Ps. Peh Han Hehehe

Have actually decided where to go next year to continue my studies :) Gonna be flying off to Melbourne to start my Foundation Course in Trinity College.... Very soon ler...... School's starting in Feb so yeah...... Well God really brought me to a whole new level during this period of time :)

Woootttt finally :) Exam's over after one month of hard work :) Thanks for all the prayers and hope there's no regrets after this :) Thought will be quite free after exams but who know seems to be more busy LOL(most of the time watching movies and drama series Xp-hehe movie marathooooon) :-

14/11-Watched Ballet & Beyond at Emipre
17/11-Rehearsal for Graduation, Outing in the afternoon
19/11- Graduation Day
22/11-Speech Day
23/11-Nativity Play at night
24/11-Prom Night
26-29/11-FRESHFIRE!!!!
30/11-17/12 -Shanghai :) Till then.......
More outings- Von's backkkkkk !!! ^^

Outing (I dun remember when was it.... ==')

Spot the art?

Yummy ^^

Second last Day of School

The NERDs of 5s1

An attempt for a Jump Shot :)

Last Day of School

The Senior Gang( Li Chien M.I.A)

Wonder what was going on?
Taking the last look of the primary blocks from above? hehe

Mr. Ryan's new look Xp

My Masterpiece!! ^^

Haha started cleaning out my room before exam finish..... LOL

Cleaning Spree Phrase 1

Before

After

Just love to give my room a new look :)

Cleaning Spree Phrase 2

Told my mum that I would turn the house upside down and guess I did Xp

After

Birthday - 17 this year :)

Hehe was suppose to go out with some tuition friends but postponed so went out with Merc and Adeline Wong instead :) Just to accompany Ade to buy stuffs didn't really plan for any outing :) Well got the most AWESOME present ever from Adeline :) Can't believe she actually got them for me ^^ LUV U MUCHHHH!!!!

Precious, precious....
Plus it's the whole complete show, have been looking for them for years.
Best animes ever XP

Hehe ended the day with my favourite DURIANSSSSS !!!! Woootttt ^^

And just a simple cake from my dad :) Loving it ^^

Took time to thank everyone on FB and uploading pics.... My hard disk when a little hay-wired but thank God nothing happened to it otherwise everything's gone..... and I mean EVERYTHING!!! (that would be the last thing I would want something like this to happen)
Anyways thanks for all the wishes and calls especially those from overseas. Love you guys much <3>
It's gonna be a new chapter of life for the next 3 months.... I can just feel it ^^

100th Post!!!

2009-09-23T22:03:00.003+08:00

Can't believe it's already the 100th post. Didnt think i could reach this far. It's only been a year since I've started this blog and was thinking what to blog about but a lot had happened and don't know where to start plus O-Level's soon in three weeks time :) Time to stay away from the computer and start picking up the books...... That means there won't be any updates till then. I know this blog's kinda dead but thank you to whoever still read and support this Hehe ^^ Definitely will be back for more :P

On hiatus......

Ling & Jeremy's back and more changes are yet to come ^^

Nothing out of the blues......

2009-09-05T17:06:00.003+08:00

Well just finished a week of exam :) hehe and having four days of hols till monday :) The best moment in exam was having to sit in the hall for 2hrs in a wet uniform to do Math ppr haha. That was crazy. Was walking on the way to school with Adeline when it began drizzling and was praying that it wouldn't rain till we reach school but who knows our God has such a great sense of humour Amen hahaha The moment we finished our sentence the drizzle became a downpour.... LOLZ How nice!!! Wanted to run all the way to school but the rain was too heavy so stopped by Ms. Pushpa's place to dry ourselves. Managed to borrow umbrellas from her and went back to school with a few other students. Was still wet in the end, the umbrellas couldn't cover the few of us, just a little. Yeah we were asked to get some dry shirts from the office to change but don't have any plus we were late for our papers already.... ==' couldn't be bothered with it so just went to sit for our exam in our very wet uniform. People were just telling us that we'll get sick and what so ever but I was telling myself in my heart "no i won't get sick" and praise God not even a sniffle hehe ^^ Anyways Adeline and I were just laughing about it and enjoying ourselves every moment of it. We were even joking about it having 'Holy water', 'Shower of Blessings' bla, bla, bla....... That's just something different during exam la haha Another funny experience, moment :)

Zel's back and I'm excited to meet her ^^ Oh yes it's Teen's 18th birthday and Dave's too :)

Happy Burf'dae Teen & David!!!
Wishing you all the best ^^

Missing someone dear......

2009-08-26T17:48:00.003+08:00

Damn, suddenly thought of an old friend and I MISS HIM MUCH!!!! :( Yes a 'him'.... Don't be surprise or get the wrong idea la.... Well, he's more like a brother and a family to me kay..... And I haven't seen him for almost 5/6years...... :( Really lost contact already due to some reasons..... I still think of him now and then but today was so sudden and was really gonna cry........ But I'm not giving up, I will still keep hoping that I'll meet him one day and yeah....... HAIZ>>>>

No words can express how much I miss you.....

On Hiatus ^^

2009-08-26T13:46:00.001+08:00

Wont be able to update anything much since its the exam week and gonna send the comp off for repair again... ==''''' I really hate it......

WHAT!!!! Old Times??!!!

2009-08-20T21:05:00.005+08:00

Sry for the late updates..... Mock Practical exam and my art papers started this week and just finished today :) Quite a rush to prepare to my art exam though but it's good i guess ^^ Exams starting next Tuesday till 3/9 so will be on hiatus for the moment :) Hehehe

Anyways just saw some old pics on facebook and yeah i mean real old...... Can't believe Wan Mei actually posted them up.... ==''' Thought she was just joking..... Damn..... (There goes my reputation...GG) URGH!!!!! Okay cant even remeber half of them there, only a few...... What bad memory.... hehe Surprisingly, some of them are those i actually know, like now..... O.o.... LOL

Lives can be similar but never the same.......

A Sense of Regret or is it just Risk-Taking....... ???

2009-07-30T22:35:00.006+08:00

Just when you konw you've done your very best for someone but you're getting no response at all, can be very FRUSTRATING!!! The point is 'IS IT REALLY WORTH WAITING FOR YOU??!!!' Of course I'm glad to see you growing but you're not the only one who needs to and wants to grow and move on!!! URGHHH!!!!

The only way a person can really grow:-

When someone would be brave and honest enough to tell the other what they have done wrong or not like,
And the listener should be humble enough to be corrected......

Ok don't get me mistaken I'm talking on the line of friendship here.......

Basically both parties should be honest with each other and that's what I think is really lacking in a friendship. Many are just too afraid to tell the other what they really think and what their responses are. Yes, it's risk taking but at least you know what they think. It's better than not knowing and begin doubting them, which can in turn lead to misunderstandings and also, how would they know their mistakes if you don't tell them O.o (Obviously the friendship's one-sided, leaving one out, should understand what I mean) Otherwise, it's the latter that is not willing to change, that's a whole different matter..... (Well, at least you can make a decision)

So what I'm saying here is that, just tell me what I should know! I WILL NOT blame you as long as you let me know. Don't keep me hanging in the air not knowing to wait or to give it up because

I STILL WANT TO MOVE ON!!!!

等待你的答案，不要让我期待着对你的怀念........

Hey I'm not pointing to anyone out there, Just need to get it off.....

Loving it!!!

2009-07-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

Hehe finally finished my art :) Purely my own ideas. Thought not perfect but very satisfied with it ^^ Thought couldn't do it but come out just fine :)

Tokyo Terror 2

Not bad eh, hehe ^^

Wishes, wishes......

2009-07-23T19:08:00.006+08:00

Nothing much...Talentine was last Sunday :) Sapphire won overall and Acts came in 2nd. Had a good time. Had English oral exam yesterday. It was fine hehe talked about the Pusat Ehsan Trip for my conversation topic :) Decided to play bball in school after tuition, bored staying at home reading Bio for almost the whole day yesterday..... ==''''' Hehe felt refreshed now *grins* Should do this more often like before..... Sometimes it's just plain laziness or there just isn't enough time.... :(

Gonna look for references for my art work. Pretty interesting topic "designing a comic or CD/DVD Cover' Hmmm got my idea in mind but just have to put it on paper. Haiz can't draw human beings.... Really salute those who can.... :) Talking about art, I really want to do digital art, using Adobe, Photoshop..... (you name it,if only i have all the time to do it....... ) & photography..... Wanted to post up some pics of my art references but blogger's taking too long... =='

Just an outline of my idea.........

Can't wait for Sunday, to be back in the house of God and Malay Oral next Tuesday :P

Till then....... ciao

不管在世界有多黑，不管在我多难过，一想到你就能带给我笑容.......

Bballlll :)

2009-07-18T18:01:00.004+08:00

Just got back from a bball match ;) Though lost by 1 point to SMS but it was all good.... At least we played clean ;) Proud of our team :) Tired but all good.... Surprisingly managed to play 2 and a half quarters.... Not bad :) Thought that I would be dead tired by then hehehehe *grins* Couldn't done it with God, my strength and the team :) Ciao for now :)

Hoping you are doing well there Von :)

我的心飘洋过海为了你而来却说不出对你的爱........

Life Goes On......

2009-07-17T19:41:00.006+08:00

CAN'T BELIEVE VON"S FINALLY GONE!!! :'( Was like talking about it last month and the day had finally come.... Well sad but excited for her at the same time, going off to Sydney for Bible College at C3, knowing that she'll really grow in her relationship and walk with God. I just pray that God will send people into her life that will guide her to walk towards God's destiny for her, molding her into who God made her to be.

Time just flies..... Really gonna miss her..... Have so much to say to her but..... Haiz..... Less another person who makes me really happy.... :( Life's gonna quieten down for me....... Yeah just spending as much time as i can with her for the last two weeks and helped her with her packing before she leaves and till today, to send her off at the airport.

So many things just happened not only in school, in life, at home, even our country and the world. Things are gonna change but life still goes on....... Gonna spent less time on the comp as mocks are just 1mth away and soon O-Levels.... Have to start engine already......

Pretty inspired by Sabrina's message last Sunday. It's more than just a motivational talk but encountered God again, like how I first met Him about 4yrs ago.... Bringing me back to the very same place, the same love...... 'Back to my First Love' Beautiful God..... That's pretty much it other than the usual school and tuitions. Having a bball match tomorrow, not sure if still can do it. Havnt played in ages..... ==''' Talentine's this Sunday :) And no school next Monday...

Missing you already.....

M.I.A

2009-07-05T22:15:00.006+08:00

Sry for the lack of updates..... Too lazy n busy to do it.... Yes M.I.A for the past three weeks..... Just some quick ones:-

13/6-16/6 K.K Trip- No meed to say much la. I'm sure many already blogged about it plus pictures are tagged in fb :)
Busy wit math tuition replacement classes
24/6-27/6 Lawas Healing Crusade *thumbs up*
Another week off from school till 6th July :)
Sleepover in Von's place last Tues n Friday :) Played Cluedo, Game of Life n watched Project Runway ;) Had FUN!!! :)
Church whole day & dinner at night
School starts 2moro & back to tuitions-busy, busy schedule
Can't wait for the coming weekend Ps. Ben's coming ^^
Xiao Ting just left yesterday...... Damn I just remembered...... ARGHHH!!!
Bryant's leaving on the 9th July
Von's leaving in 10days to Sydney...... :'( Really excited for her. Duno what to say but at the same time dun want her to leave....
Richmond's leaving end of the month.....

Haiz everyone leaving.....

Something went wrong wit my chatterbox had to redo it....... =='

KK here I come :)

2009-06-13T10:48:00.003+08:00

Had Talentine in school this morning and it's last day of school before the holiday break.... Let off early.... Gonna go K.K. later in few hours time :) School Trip hehehe can't wait for rafting *thumbs up* :) Lalalala

Movieeeee!!!

2009-06-12T20:48:00.006+08:00

Damn have been watching these two movies..... Quite old movies but pretty good I would say.... Haven't seen such a good thriller for quite a while Xp Phew quite a suspense ;P Pretty enjoy it hehe looking for the third one now :) "I'll Always Know What You Did Last Summer"

Warning: Not for the faint-hearted

Just Let It Go.....!!!!

2009-06-10T22:02:00.007+08:00

Sigh some people just can't leave the past behind can they..... It does get annoying when it's told over and over and over and over.....

AGAIN....... ==''''''

C'mmon just let it go man. It's over & start living in the present!!!
What's the point when the past is the past, can't do anything about it can you!!????

Things change and people change. So.......

JUST GET OVER IT!!!!

BACK!!! :)

2009-06-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Sry for the real late update....... I know exam was over long time already, sent my CPU for servicing that's why wasn't online for almost a week..... ( Not bad still can survive *thumbs up* Actually did quite a lot of things) Hehehe got all my papers back not bad just very sayang la..... Most of them only ONE/TWO MARKs to A or B... ==''''''' Anyways was out quite a lot after the exams and just relaxing a bit. A lot had happened la... A bit Lazy to update them now... When

I got the pics soon ><

Meeting Ps.Ben at Le Gallery

Just busy with sports since last week. Getting the teams, selecting atheletes.... Phew not only physically tired but can cause a lot of frictions too(Guess you'll know what I mean)..... Well already had the long distance and field event finals last Tues & Wed. Danson did quite well :) Keep it up yo!!! Danson guys tug-of-war too are going into the finals on Sunday YAY!!! Keep up the spirit :) Hmmm wonder what's the result for today's High Jump???

Our school celebrated the Environment Day today which is suppose to be tomorrow and everyone had to wear something green. No lessons XP Just had a talk and did a project with recycled things..... Made a so called 'globe' with Easi cards... LOlzzz.........

Okay wanted to make a short update only but since im here now, just gonna make a short list of some things that i did last few weeks( only those I remember) :-

Went Kaizen Sushi with Von,Alex, Derek, Diana & Desmon
Watched Night at the Museum 2: Battle of Smithsonian after that XP - Funny much should watch ^^ Managed to catch the last show in 10mins

Sports practices & Sports Finals
Actually spent some time on the organ playing songs ^^
No school on Monday. Was out with cousin the whole day. Haven't seen her for almost a year...... Glad to spent some time with her :)
Dinner at Excapade with Shaun, David, Derek, Jarold, Von, Amanda, Ida & LING AND JEREMY!!! Hehe glad to see them :) Learnt a lot from them too ;)

Busy weekend :) hehe how I love weekends lalalalala

Heard that Wu Gui Teen coming back!!! Eh very slow ler..........

Exams Over!!!!! ^_^

2009-05-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hehehe School's Examsssssss Over :) Really didn't have much time to study but I guess did okay...... :) On a movie marathon now!!! Lalalalalala Anyways nothing much to blog about just gonna be going for services during the weekends and parents not gonna be around XP hehe Well will be busy for school Sport's Day, I guess......

ciao........

Examsssss !!! :)

2009-05-14T19:54:00.004+08:00

Well Mid Year started officially last Tuesday........ Hehe taking June 'O'- Level at the same time XP
So far, so good just Bio was kinda screwed....... Yay two Sciences down and one more to go...... Ok I just love exam seasons though I can be pressured about getting the good grades and so on..... But I guess it's the short school hours and no lessons part that I like hehe.......Still can watch movie again LOLZ!!! Crazy having 5 papers today including two in the afternoon for June 'O'-Level....... Should be study instead of rambling here but just taking the time off for a while, kinda tired....... :)

Wohooo just one more week to go......... Can't wait for exam to be over..........

Just a quick update ;)
Till then,

ciao

Another update........

2009-05-02T07:00:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, just busy with school work and preparing for exams which starts next two weeks.... Well practical exams start next week..... Not much time to study..... :( Trying to keep minimum activities ......

Training in the morning, had to run from Sheraton to Tasek....... Damn tired.... Friendly match with ISB yesterday.......Anyways just had Interschool Badminton just now, won our first game against St'George's School very close match but lost to Sultan Hassan School in the second game.... Good games :) Then worship practice and gonna go for the night Chinese Service soon :)

Adios......

Counting down.....

SMILESSSS!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-15T18:02:00.009+08:00

WAHHHH!!! So fast time just flew by.......

Well just finished our Interschool Netball Match few hours ago..... We lost to STIPRI but what matter most is what we learn and grow out of it :) I'm not at all sad not that I've no feelings(of course sad cause we can't go on playing) but VERY, VERY PROUD OF THE TEAMS both JUNIORS & SENIORS!!!! It's the best game played!!! There's no words I can say but everytime I think about the game, all I can do is to give a 'BIG, BIG SMILE'!!! There's no regrets :) Looking at how far they have gone since they started... I've no comments.......

Just pretty busy with the usuals :- schoool work.... And the upcoming exams, just had my June Malay orals yesterday. It was okay :) hehee

Services with Ps. Nicky last weekend :)
Netball trainings which we will get no more for the year......
Tuitions
And Von's recital last night *thumbs up XD*

Well gonna take some time off from then net, got to spend more time on my studies now since my June pprs and School Mid-Year are during the same time.... Haiz.... Back to the books I guess since now netball season's over just one more Interschool badminton next week i think :) And all the InterHouse Competitions.... LOLZ My never ending schedule......

BTW WHOEVER KNEW THE NETBALL SCORES for our game, PLS DUN TELL TEEN hw many I Scored XP!!! There's a deal...... Lalalala
To Teen: Have fun guessing Xp

2009-04-08T21:47:00.004+08:00

Sry 4 the lack of updates..... Just really busy. Anyways just a quick one :)

Telematch last Sunday :) , Netball training in the afternoon & out wth Zel at night
Sent the worship team off to Manila :)
Busy, busy with school and tuitions.... Stressed out!!!

Sniff sniff :'( Sent Zel off to S'pore just now....... I'm missing 'BUNNY' !!!!Oh well, finally growing up :) JIA YOU!!!

2009-04-02T18:51:00.005+08:00

It's just NOT MY DAY!!!!
:'(

No point running is there?
I guess I'll just have to face it........

Lord,
You are my strength,
You are my peace,
I'll still praise You,
though everything around me may fail,
I'll still praise You,
though I'm going through a tough time,
I'll still hold on,
because I know I'm not alone,
What more can I say,
But to thank You, My Lord....
Amen

FOCUS!!!

2009-03-29T19:00:00.002+08:00

Ok things was never the same already since camp XD Yes the busy schedules are still there, problems still come but all these don't really matter now.... I'm saying that I'm running away from them but what I'm trying to say is that I don't have to face all these alone now... Knowing fir sure I have a God who will lead me through each day just as it is, giving me enough strength and I may be tired physically but I know He will give me enough rest for the day :) And yeah many more.....

Praise God for all that He's done for all the youths that went for came especially in the area of music, where music is one of the most influencial factor in the lives of youths..... Learnt about 'back masking'-where a hidden message is revealed when a song is played backwards. It's really scary and this has become an eye-opener to all of us to be aware of what we listen to of course there are other things about music.

For me other than that I have to admit that FOCUS is something which I really have to work on in my life, in my relationship with God, doing my QT,God's calling and all these.... At the same time keeping up with my busy schedules of school works and activities. I need get back onto my feet and start preparing myself already..... What you sow is what you reap and when you do nothing, nothing happens!!!

So yeah through out this week, I've been thinking of all that had happened in the past and yeah, so many truths and life principles are just being reminded and yeah gonne make that choice and that step of faith to become a better person each day :) Talking about real worship..... AMEN!!

Well basically what i did pass few days after camp:-

Thursday-Tuitions from 9am till 6.30 pm
Friday-Morning- tuition from 9-12pm, was suppose to go for netball training in the afternoon but had a real bad tummy upset so skipped it and dinner at Charcoal with some of the leader from camp :) Yes, was really blessed by their testimonies!! :)
Saturday- Sent Ps. Benjamin and the team off, and then netball training from 9-12pm, Art class in the afternoon and tuition from 5-6.30pm. Cell group in the evening and then back to Von's place for the night :)

That's about it. School's starting tomorrow. I know many of ur are still dreading about it, wishing we had a longer holiday...... But life still go on, moving into a new direction...... Hehe FOCUS !!! lalala I guess that means less time on the computer and yeah...... On hiatus I suppose but will be back every now and then :) So stay tunes :) Hehe..... :D

TODAY I’M LEAVING ALL MY TROUBLES BEHIND
I’M LETTING GO I’LL FOLLOW THE LINE
I’M HOLDING ON WITH ALL OF MY LIFE
I SEE A RISING SUN
WE’VE ONLY JUST BEGUN

TODAY I’M WALKING TO THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART
TAKE ME ALL THE WAY TO THE START
STRETCH YOUR HANDS STRAIGHTEN THE PATH
I’M FOUND IN OPEN SKIES
YOUR HEART IT LIVES IN MINE

TODAY….TODAY….TODAY….

TODAY I’M FINDING MY FIRST LOVE AGAIN
I’M LEARNING HOW TO LET YOU IN
I’M TRUSTING YOU WITH ALL THAT I AM
THE SHADOWS FADE AWAY
IT’S YOU THAT CLEARS THE DAY

NO MORE RUNNING WILD
I’M YOURS FOR LIFE
WELL YOU GOT ME HERE
YOU GOT ME
I HEAR YOUR CALL TONIGHT
YOUR HEART IS MINE
WELL YOU GOT ME HERE
YOU GOT ME

WHOA… …

YOU DREW ME OUT OF THE DEEPEST SEA (WOAH OH OH OH)
YOU GAVE MY SOUL A SONG TO SING (WOAH OH OH OH)
YOU TOOK ME UP ON THE MOUNTAINS HIGH (WOAH OH OH OH)
I SEE MY LIFE IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT WOAH OH OH OH….YEAH!

ciao

TRANSFORMED!!!

2009-03-26T20:48:00.005+08:00

CAMP WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!

Hahaha was actually pretty tired for the last three days from camp and also losing my voice from all the cheering and everything but it's all worth it :) AMEN!!! I can't stop helping but to sing praises....... Lalalala

I mean I'm just feeling so excited since camp, so much happened and some experiences are just...... 'Phew' speechless you know..... So on fire, and things are not the same now!!! My life, my everything :) Being molded for God's purposes and learnt so much..... And meeting new people :)

Woke up today with a busy schedule ahead but you know what I felt so refreshed in my spirit though i was still tired physically(lack of sleep the past few days ==') It's difficult to explain but it's like I can feel God's Presence with me all the time XD It's been such a long time since I've felt this way...... But you know what I'm gonna keep the fire burning :D

We had Ps. Benjamin and his wife, Ps. Lilian, together with his S'pore team :) Met them a few days before camp :) William, Natty, Kelly and Cheryl. We met Brother Andrew only during camp..... Sorry no pics now so yeah..... But anyways they're very awesome people and friendly and with AMAZING TESTIMONIES!!! :)

Well it's not only me but I believe many people have been transformed too, lives changed and transformed! It's not about the pastor and his jokes but i believe it's God speaking to each one of us individually. How Awesome is His Presence!!! :) By the way our camp this year bringing the theme

FREEDOM ENCOUNTER!!!

Yes! Many lives have been SET FREE!!!

Hehehe The Teams, we have :-

The Transformers led by Richmond,
The Overcomers by Me :),
The Energizers, we have Shaun,
The Trailblazers by Sam,
The Trendsetters by Miss Angelina and
Jarold with The Big Shots :)

By the way these we're the colours represunting each team :)

Trailbalzers won overall in camp andand Energizers were just one point behind ==''' Well we have two best campers:- Bridgette and Lennard Chen :) heheehe well...... That sumarizes it :)

Well got to keep it short hehehe.... Not that short anymore.... LOLX

ciao.... Till the next post :)

I'm free, free
All my chains are broken......

突然好想你.......

2009-03-20T13:00:00.002+08:00

最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今終於让自己属于我自己
只剩眼泪還騙不過自己

突然好想你
你会在那里
過得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲傷的电影
为什么你帶我走過最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的记念品

最怕此生已經決心自己過沒有你
卻又突然听到你的消息

SAS Cross Country 09

2009-03-19T22:10:00.010+08:00

Yay it's the beginning of the first term holiday...... Too bad it's not even a holiday for me, looking at the dates..... SIGH~~~ Major event coming up :)

FREEDOM ENCOUNTER CAMP!!! Wohooooo :)

EXCITED about it, ready ermm maybe hahaha...... It's my first time being a team leader so yeah~
Anyways gonna be busy preparing for the camp :) That's most probably this week's schedule other than the 3hrs netball training in the morning and holiday homeworks........

Anyways main item about the post is our SAS Annual Cross Country ;) which was held last Saturday...... It was back in Bukit Shahbandar and guess what it rained the night before so the route was kinda muddy...... Hahaha Danson House 'kiasu' as usual had two flags and even prepared our own sticks :) How efficient is that!!! LOLZ

We started a little late and yeah most of Danson's good runners weren't around..... (How great is that...... jk jk I understand they were sick :(...... ) Well not many of our runners were in the top 10s and we didn't expect a really expect a good overall position but even then we(the office bearers and a few others ) were very supportive of those who were in the top :)

The best part is.... not knowing how, being one of the fewest number compared to Magdougall WON THE OVERALL PLACE :) LALALALA Danson Rulezzzz !!! I suppose its the no. of points we got from all the other runners added up :) And most of the the members turned up! (Which was never the case.....)AMAZING!!! Cause for what we've known Danson haven't won the cross country for a long, long time.... Praise God :)

Couldn't have done it without them :) Expecially the little ones, so and they were so excited about it on that day, jumping around and busy buzzing away with their friends...... Hehehe so cute..... Hmmm I can't remember if we were like that before....... Anyways so thankful and proud to have my Danson members. To All members THANK U FOR UR SUPPORT & ALWAYS KEEP UP THE SPIRIT!!! :)

The supporting group :)

The wonderful, supportive runners :)
(I don't think that's all for that day.......)

Immanuel, the house captain with the winning trophy :)

And here we have all the four houses with the captains :)

Hahaha how I love Danson Xp Because of its outstanding yellow :D Hehehe

All Glory goes to You!!! :)

2009-03-18T23:06:00.004+08:00

I thank you for the opportunity to be able to be lead worship today during mid-week service :) It was okay though there were a few mistakes here and I'm doing it for the first time so *thumbs up* Hehehe...... That wasn't the point, the point is that students actually RESPONDED for the very first time after so long, since the older ones left..... I meant it was amazing.... It is usually just the worship team and Steven singing and the others just watching but this time I actually heard their voices too.... Even the other members can testify to that..... WOHOOOO!!!! What a breakthough!! :D AMEN to that!!!

Now that the fire's burning again and we've seen it happening, I just pray that we'll be able to keep the standard up and pass the torch to the younger generations before we leave..... I'm just so excited, not just me but the others too and yeah, already have a few things in mind... :)

GLORY TO GOD!!!

A Day Without Uniform

2009-03-18T22:37:00.007+08:00

We had our SAS Day without uniform yesterday :) Didnt participate it but was in P.E attire so didnt make much of a difference..... Anyways just some pics to keep you guys entertained :)

Miss Ong and the 'Baju Kurongs' Gang
(Tee hee I wonder what were the 'guys' thinking.... Very appealling huh XP)

The Girls

Ryan, scaring Miss Ong out of her life!!! XP

Too late Ryan caught her in his bear hug..... And wasn't Miss Ong scared??!!!

Just look at her face XP

The Malay Gang :)

We've Only Just Begun...... :)

2009-03-17T21:18:00.003+08:00

Moving On.......
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I'm leaving all my troubles behind......

2009-03-16T14:18:00.006+08:00

Letting Go......

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I'm Done........

2009-03-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

Give Me A Break!!!
Give Me A Break!!!
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Enough Is Enough.........

2009-03-14T16:30:00.001+08:00

ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
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ENOUGH With the IFs!!!
ENOUGH With the IFs!!!

IT'S ALL OVER!!!!

2009-03-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT,!
JUST GET OVER IT!
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JUST GET OVER IT!
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JUST GET OVER IT!
JUST GET OVER IT!

Busy, Busy Weekend..... ^^

2009-03-11T20:17:00.010+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates..... Anyways too tired to type everything in words.... will put them in points from what has been happening since 1st March :)

1/3-Yeng Peng's Farewell Sniff Sniff My Panda Sifu's leaving for KL....... :( Hehe one of the most jolliest friends I've ever met, always smiling whenever you see her a.k.a Miss Sunshine

See my sifu there

Hahaha just kidding not that one..... THIS ONE :D

Hehe that's sifu a.k.a Miss Sunshine

Why my sifu? Cause she's the PRO in art!!! Missed doing art with her..... sniff sniff I MISSED YOU ALREADY!!!!

2/3 to 4/3- 1st Assessment Test Hehehe it's was okay except Add- Math ==' mare papers on the way........ Hehe went out with Adeline to catch the 9.20 pm movie 'Love Matters' to de-stress LOLZ it's damn funny must watch XP

5/3-Went to watch Von perform during the JIS Music Concert Showcase at Empire Theatre :) AWESOME!!!! (Sry no pics yet)

6/3- Jenn's sweet 16 birthday..... :) Couldn't make it to her house on Thursday night so gave her a very early morning surprise :D OK SHE LIKED IT!!! (changed it for her sake), Hey I promised will make it up to you so here you go :) Lolz so much trouble just to get it organised but anyways it's all good :D

So nice right the cake :)
('Halo Jen' hehe it's an inside joke only some will know what Im talking about XD )

Miss Psyduck Xp

Adeline, Me, Jenn & Merc

At P.O.A tuition :) After the early morning surprise

8/3- AFC HAWKER FOOD CARNIVAL!!! :)

Menu for the day

ACTS 29 on the go :)

Chefs for the day, wondered what's Shaun thinking..........

The Ice Kacang Team

The Hot Dog Stand

Yummy Laksa......

Ting's leaving in 3days...... :(

11/8- Today........ Interhouse chess.... Result Danson lost to Magdougall and Hollis lost to Cornwall in the first round. Finals, Cornwall merged as the champions.... CONGRATS :)

Went to send Wei Ting off to S'pore, gonna miss her....... Such a wonderful blessing to many of us in so many ways.... Ting Ting all the best in everything you do. Thanks for everything and thanks for being you........ :')

Ting-a-ling and Me

2009-03-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

我在你眼里永远是那不懂事的孩子。。。。。。

我到底错在那里！！！

AAAARRRRGGGGG!!!!!!!! ==''''''''''

Exams Over!!!! :)

2009-03-06T09:45:00.002+08:00

Hehe our first assessement test's just over in three days hahaha........ Not that bad but the worst paper is Add-Math as expected......... cant't freakin' do the queations!!!! Anyways so many things happening this week and next week...... I'm actually at Jennifer's place now and going tuition later..... Busy, busy, busy.... Will update real soon.......

Got to go, Jenn asking a favour to take her pic with balloons..... LOLZ
ciao...

Celebrations ^^

2009-02-24T22:03:00.004+08:00

Was in Manggis Mall in the morning to celebrate AFC 7th Anniversary on Sunday !!! Wohoooo So fast and a new season's coming!!! Had Ps.Dick Carumba as the worship leader and Ps.Satish who was the speaker that morning...... How refreshing ^^ Alertness, Flexibility & Changes!!!!

Celebrated Vanessa's sweet 16 early at Holiday Lodge in the afternoon....... Was there at about 3pm for sound check and preparations....... the party started a bit late with performances mostly from our class and few games in between...... Well for some of them, they stayed overnight so yeah......

Sii Ya

Armilda

Karabel

Adeline Liew

Chiun Yiun

Chieng Chieng Lin Sii :)

The Birthday Girl :- Vanessa :)

GETTE!!!
(Seriously speaking I think this is the best picture for the night.... NO Offence but don't like to take pictures but this look fine to me ^^ )

The peeps we were sitting with during that night..... (missing from pic:- Lin Sii & Sii Ya)

Sorry Merc & Jenn not uploading our indvidual pics......They just looks very weird lo..... =='''''

Just some recent happenings...... Coming up next :- 1st Assessement Test in 1 week!!!!!

Updates.......

2009-02-19T22:19:00.007+08:00

Wooooooshhhh dang how time really flies and we're like wahhh it's another two weeks gone!!! One more week and its exams..... LOlz Anyways nothing much other than the usual.. school, tuitions, and yeah have been quite busy, practising guitar for class performance since last week till today.... It has been a 'guitar craze' in class lately...... Yes it's finally gonna be over this weekend !!!! Our throats getting sore now, from all the singing....

Any we did dissection of a cow's heart last Monday.... Hehehe interesting eh:-

Before dissection

After dissection

Look at the poor heart Muahahahha evil awaits!!! LOlz

And there's Jennifer who was damn excited about dissecting the heart and guess what here's a random conversation:-

Jenn : Lets dig the inside. Ouch for the cow lol
Me : Lolz someone suddenly so excited about dissecting a heart.....
Jenn : Future doctor(surgeon) wanna be my first patient?
Me : Hahha future surgeon!!! First move STAB!!!! Cannot la......
Jenn : Hahahaha

Okay if you know that surgeon gonna stab you during his/her first surgery..... What do you do??
Warning: DON'T GO!!!!! =='''''''

I know this blog's kinda dead... will update more when there's time..... HOPEFULLY THERE IS!!! XP

Sacrifices......

2009-02-03T22:00:00.001+08:00

Haiz sometimes just wonder if these sacrifices are just worth it???!!!!! Giving up my time, my interest just for the sake of pleasing someone when you already missed them out for the past years..... Damn why does it have to be so unfair!!!!

Confused.......

ConGrats !!!!

2009-01-31T22:30:00.001+08:00

Well the 'O' Levels results were posted in school today and yeah many former form 5s were back in school collecting results......

Met Zel and En in school.... Really happy for the good old gang, knowing that they are happy with their results, especially Zel (hey dude, you've proven yourself well) :) They all did pretty well *thumbs up* Anyways congrats again!!! :)

Oh yeah another thing House Meeting was today :O Ok I had to admit that I knew that I was gonna be voted for Danson House Girls Captain..... And well another responsible added. I used to think what's its like to be a house captain before when I was younger, and enjoyed the times when we get to vote for our seniors but I've never expected that one day I would be given the opportuity to be one this time.....

Well I'll try my best to make the best out of this and yeah.........

Missing Something???

2009-01-31T00:00:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates...... Really don't much time to do so....... Busy with school stuffs.....Anyways GONG XI FA CAI to everyone out there :) N Congrats to all the 'O' n 'A' Level students :D

Well so many things have happened and yet they all just don't make sense to me...... I'm just not in the mood to do anything...... My life seems so simple but yet complicated!!! Thoughts and thoughts are just..... I don't know how to say it but they just gets me...... Something just seems missing especially when I'm out there with the others, my friends in school, in church, at home.......

I just can't put my thoughts into words and in me I know I'm still searching for something..... I know I can't trust this world but only being God-dependent, which has brought me through every ups and downs in my life all these years. All these times, I just want to run to a place where there's no one else, where I can just freely worship God and run into His arms........

If only I can run away from everything...... Sometimes they seem better that way...... I know I'm not feeling myself these days....... Unspeakable words...... (I wished I could just spend more time with some certain peeps...... Don't ask me who or why.....)

Damn it so emosi..... It's just not me!!!!!

When the stage is bare tonight
There's no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense
I'm on my knees

I'll lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It's all because of You
All because of You......

You Are Legal!!! :)

2009-01-30T11:45:00.003+08:00

Well this post is specially for you Von ;)

Sorry for the late post..... my bad...... Anyways just came back form Von's birthday party... Hey you look GREAT tonight dude xp Hehehe like pre-wedding la Hahahaha

Hmmm known Von personally for almost a year now..... A wonderful, jolly and jumpy girl XP That's why I like calling her Bon Bon!!! :) Hehehe Well she's one of those people I've know who has such a passionate heart for God and for people..... One of my best and favourite people to be around with.... Her craziness, coolness not forgetting her smiles and ....... yeah just makes you feel comfortable :)

Well Von if you are reading this I just want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!! Don't know how else to say it..... You've impacted me in so many aspects of my life, guided me through my way, teaching me so many things...... My life definately changed since I met you. You were there when I was at my lowest times, you took me in when I needed someone :) Your presence itself means a lot to me already.... You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when I am sad xp

I wanna thank you for trusting and believing in me and supporting me all these times :) I'm glad that we can work together as a team, learning so much from you, especially in music ..... Well I know I'll never be able to say all these in front of you, not in speech hehehe one of my weaknesses XP But I just want you to know that you mean very special to me and yeah you've left footprints in my heart....... (Don't know how else to express myself and I don't always do this... In fact is my first time i think .......)

Anyways,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!
HOPE U HAD A BLAST!!!
GOD BLESS!!!

(Btw hope you like your present)

Fustrated!!!!

2009-01-18T19:13:00.006+08:00

我一句话再也不会说了，也不会想从你得到什么了....... 你是永远走不进我的世界，我的心，我的想法...... 我向这也没什么大不了把，我反正是这家的黑羊，不是吗？！！！

Broken promises....... I'm left with nothing..... Tired and strengthless........

当我需要一个人陪着我，谁会陪在我身旁？
当我需要你的肩膀靠，你会让我靠吗？

为什么每一次想到你就会让我改变我想放弃的决定,不想对不起自己，更不想对不起你....... 我真的不想失去你......

Let me be myself so that I can shine with my life!!!!!　

BRAIN LAGGGGGG!!!!!!!!

2008-12-28T23:55:00.003+08:00

Dang so long since my last entry........ Ok was away for almost 1 mth & 3wks (09/11- 24/12)

Well too tired to update now, another day pleaseeeeeee........

Wished hols was longer to catchup with friends back home and adjusting my brain to normal mode....... SUFFERING FROM BRAIN LAGGG NOW!!!!!!!

Moving Ahead.......

2008-11-09T00:30:00.009+08:00

Friday-07/11/2008
Well nothing much, just Acts in the afternoon, glad to be back for Acts :) And I finally finished watching MVP 情人　:P

Saturday- 08/11/2008
Hahaha okay having one of the best weekends :D Went out for lunch with Yvonne, Ting & Sam at Tiam Hock and went over to the mall..... And Von's mind kept drifting off *ahem ahem* hahaha (only Ting and Von will understand) Then we went to Kuilap Fitness Zone, thank God that the court is free and a great time playing bball. Oh my gosh so long havn't sweat like so much and it feels good :) We meet these three guys from Chung Hwa and played with them. Jenn,Sii Ya,Lin Sii and few others were there too badminton..... Too bad Jenn, we didn't get to play Singles next time,next time...... Hehehe had a good time though :D Should do it more often...... :)

Ting sent me home and was getting ready for tonight's service at Asma Hotel...... Dang was there so early, service was at 8pm and I was there at 6.50....... LOLz Anyways Ps.Nicky was preaching and the message was good. I mean it really showed us how far or- you can say in which stage have we gone in our life, our faith...... The 6 D's :- Dream, Decision, Delay, Difficulties, Dead-end & Deliverance...... :) And Ting sent us back home again :) Hehehe it had been a goood day :D

Well gonna be on Hiatus again, duno how long....... Will be flying off to China later....... Well I really wanna thank all for your prayers and everything......

I'M GONNA MISS YOU ALLLLL!!!!!!!! AND TAKE CAREZZZZ YA !!!!!

我对你的承诺,我能办得到吗?

2008-11-08T18:00:00.003+08:00

我到底在期待着什么? 我还要在等待下去吗? 一直对自己说要把你忘掉, 我能做得到吗? 请你告诉我你的答案, 不要在让你的存在折磨我……

FRRUUUUUEEEEEHHHHHH!!!!!

2008-11-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

YAYYY!!!! Exams over lalalala~~~ Hehe was out the whole day after exam at Gadong with Adeline Wong, then meet up with Jenn,CY, Merc,Jaymee,Lin Sii & Vanessa at Unitek. Was practically hanging out at the Mall and watched 'Max Payne' with Adeline Liew :) Hehe the movie was quite interesting...... Then Jenn, CY, Merc, the Adelines and I went to the Snow House ^^

Most of them left quite early so decided to go home too after walking Adeline Liew to Excapade :) Got home continued watching TV till pass midnight I suppose Hehehehe...... Well just that I'm not gonna spend much time at home this coming few days so yeah and it's right after exams, so it's quite understandable XP And my mind's off from school now :P Busy day coming ahead....... Still got to prepare some more 'things' before I leave on Sunday.........

As Time Ticks Away.......

2008-11-04T23:15:00.003+08:00

Wohoooooo 12 more hours from now and I'm FRUUUEEEEEHHHH!!!! Hahaha from exam and school..... LOlz Gonna miss school beginning next week since I'm not gonna be around again plus we are having the wekends off :D ..... Anyways just can't wait for time to fly by QUICKLY FOR NOW!!! Hahahaha still have 2 more papers to do Bio Paper 1 & Geo Paper 2........ Well most of the students only have one paper tomorrow though.....

Right now all that I've studied are locked away in my brain, knocking my head away, screaming to get free...... Just a few more hours!!!! And I will unlock my brain and everything will start running out and IT WILL BE OVER!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, I'm just being hyped-up now and in the holiday mood already, hoping that I would have time to so some things that I wanted.......

Well there's the other side of me knowing that the things that I may have planned for this holiday may not be done but instead some things that I would want a break from, are filling up my time...... Which means no break and more stress.... ==!!! Some parents just don't understand that their kids NEED A BREAK & WANT SOME TIME OFF FOR THEMSELVES!!! I'm not saying anyone in particular but seriously some poor kids just don't have time at all for themselves and they are missing good things in life........ Think about it man, no one likes to be totally controlled out of their time.......

Some things just seems more difficult and complicated each day and they're like dreading you each time you know you're gonna face it again...... You feel like giving it up but you can't because of your passion for it and again it has been tiring you when it turned out to 'not what you want it to be'.....

But I'm still holding on to Jesus,no matter what trouble may come my way for Nothing Is Impossible for Jesus who lives in me!!! AMEN Hehehe and I still remember Von's words 'Difficult but NOT IMPOSSIBLE!!!!'

signing off,
monkey

Running the Race in Victory!!!

2008-11-01T22:30:00.001+08:00

Just back from service, had Ps.Kevin from Kunming. Well he's an American but can speak Chinese very well so much better than most of us..... It was AWESOME man!!! Hahaha

He was speaking on 'Running the Race-Becoming Victorious' Yes life on Earth is a race, a race with a purpose-to earn a crown that last eternally!!! - 1 Corinthians 9:24-27 But many people in this life are living without a purpose,without a direction..... Imagine this- have u seen a runner running a race but not knowing which direction to go?? Pretty foolish, eh??? XP

Yes, life on Earth may be tough, that's why we need a spirit that will NEVER GIVE UP, running with ENDURANCE & DISCIPLINE so that we can run a life-fulfilling and purposeful race now here on Earth. And when one day when we meet with Our Heavenly Father we can say 'I have fight the good fight.I have finished the race. I have kept the faith.' - 2 Timothy 4-7

Hehe basically a summary here..... Hahaha a pat on the back for myself, still can understand and read Chinese even though I've stop learning many, many years ago XP Not Bad!!! Hahaha

This post is for the sake of Ms. Jennifer Tang!!!!

2008-11-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating.... Almost a month since the post.... Well wasn't planning to update till I get the pics from Bangalore but for someone's sake hahaha..... And I just realised it's the beginning of a new month HAHAHA

Anyways it's the middle of End of Year Exam and I'm here blogging. OH MY GOSH!!! Cant believe 2008 is coming to an end so sooooonnnn...... One moment we were still thinking that we are just beginning our life in upper secondary and now so soon becoming senior students..... LOLZ

Hahaha the previous weeks are just preparing for exams,things like that and things were going rough and a lot of things happened but LIFE STILL'S GREAT!!! :) It's true there's been lots of changes at home, in school, in life and changes are just everywhere...... There's no end to it...... ~The only thing that doesn't change is CHANGE~ Things may change for the better or worst?? We'll never know and only time will tell..........

Was glad that I went for Ps.Brian Bailey's session last weekend :) GREAT TEACHING on 'THE SECOND COMING OF JESUS CHRIST!!!' about the end time and the Antichrist..... Should have more sessions like this..... It's amazing how The Word of God just comes into life and all the truths of His Word.... :) AMEN to that!!!Was meditating on the notes and well I'm getting somewhere and I know I'm on the right track *GRINS WIDELY* hahaha And it's getting more and more interesting.... Dumdidumdum ~~~

Hahaha okay I'm like having my POA Papers later in 7hrs time Hahaha really got to go. Will blog more when I feel like it hahaha (talking about exams Physics is just so screwed!!!!)

Hehe just a short post to keep it alive for the time being Xp

And to all the form 5's Good luck in your O's ^^
God Bless!!

I Live, I Breathe-Jon Owens

2008-10-12T21:45:00.005+08:00

I didnt deserve your grace
I didnt deserve your mercy
But still you took my place
Because you love me
And for you it wasnt enough to save my soul
To set me free and to make me whole
You had a plan for me a destiny for my life

Chorus
So I live to give you glory
And I breathe to give you praise
You paid the ransom for me
And you took away my shame
You said that you delight in me
And I know your word is true
I live, I breathe, I love to worship you

Now I receive your grace
I receive your mercy
Cause I wanna be like you
To follow your heart
And for me it wasnt enough to take your name
Accept your gift and remain the same
I want to honor you and bless you all of my days

I worship You, I worship You
I honour You, I honour You

The Form 5s Graduated........

2008-10-08T21:54:00.007+08:00

Had the first Graduation Day for the Form 5s....... Attended it just to see the good o'gang together for the last time.... Dunno when's the next time can see them again or if we will be together..... Here's the only pic that we took together as a whole:- (I dun think we have any other pics other than netball....Even then....)

En, Yeng Peng & Zel Zel (standing)

Ning, Teen & Me

There more peeps I know, not forgetting Shu Yee, Elaine, Fah Fah, Wei Kuen,the Michelles,......N many more....... (Sry to whosever name I did not mention)

I always wonder how many people actually appreciate and treasure the moments when they are together with their friends whether is schoolmates or any other friends? And how many will only realise how precious these moments are only when they realised that some of these friends are actually leaving and they finally realised that they still have so many things they want to do with that friend, so many unspoken words.....

But I believe whether is before or after, these friends will always be in a special place in our hearts ^^ And I know these friends are not a coincidence whether is for a period, a season or a lifetime......

As each of them goes on their separate ways, may God guide them, giving them wisdom and understanding beyond man's ability when they are making decisions, bless them where ever they go and prosper them and be their strength, their joy,their peace, their life........

Greeting From India ^^

2008-09-29T03:45:00.002+08:00

Hehe I'm actually in Bangalore now..... Xp Yes since the 19th and coming back on the 2nd Oct..... It's 1.15am India time equivalent to Brunei time 3.45am..... Well can't believe that 10days have gone past so quickly and will be back home soon.... Well part of me wants to stay but still I want to go home..... Miss the people back home in Brunei especially the worship team..... Well lots have happened here but got to go now.....There's so much to tell, Will post up everything when I get back home :) MISS YA' ALL LOTS!!!!!

XOXO

Ancient Skies-Michael Gungor

2008-09-19T08:30:00.001+08:00

You have never changed,
Your love is endless,
And Your mercy has remained.
Through all the ages
You shine so bright.

Nothing can compare,
You made the heavens,
And Your glory fills the earth.
Through all the ages
You ride the ancient skies.

And you ride the Ancient Skies
You're amazing.Creation cries and so will I,
You're amazing.

Now we stand amazed
And we will sing the word
They sang in ancient days
A single word that's overflowing in this praise…

Hallelujah

ADIOS!!!!

2008-09-19T08:00:00.004+08:00

WAHHHH can't believe its time to go....... So soon...... Well leaving in a few hours to S'pore in transit to India. Going Bangalore for my first mission trip..... Wohoooooo!!!! I'm all set to to go YEAH! Don't know what to expect but .........

Anyways THANKS GUYS FOR YOUR PRAYERS & SUPPORT!!!! :D LOTS of LUVVV!!!!!!!!!! Will be in touch XP TAKE CAREZZZ YA..........

Well was suppose to be online yesterday night but the internet server went down..... So cacat just when I want to use it before I leave..... Well thank God it's fine now.... :) Yup this means I'll be off for about two weeks.......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Josh !!!! :) (If you're reading this)

Real Friends/Best Friends....... ???

2008-09-17T12:30:00.005+08:00

What is friendship? What is the meaning of this relationship?

Well why this topic? I dont know but as I was just doing my Quiet Time this morning (It's holidays now :P hehehe) ,I was just reading through my Bible and the word 'Friends' was just dropped into my heart.........

Many will say they are loyal friends, but who can find one who is truly reliable? - Proverbs 20:6 (NKJV)

We have often sought answers to these questions, yet we have never come up with an adequate answer. This is because this relationship is an amalgamation (to combine or unite into one form)of beautiful and complex feelings, which may not often be described in words. Defining a relationship is never easy, as there are so many facets to it. However we don't need a bunch of words to make us realize the deep meaning of friendship.

According to George Elliot "Friendship is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words."

This heartwarming expression captures the essence of friendship. When two people share a strong bond of mutual understanding, respect and love it lays the foundation stone for an everlasting friendship. This bond just gets stronger with time; the trust between the two people grows and so does the attachment. This is the beauty of the relationship and is the essential meaning of friendship.

Being friends means being there for each other at all times, whether it's good or bad. A friend needs to be very understanding and give each other the benefit of the doubt. Ideally the meaning of friendship is sharing unconditional love for each other. However this is not an ideal world; therefore some form of expectations are allowed, but that has a limit too. The purpose and meaning of friendship is to make life's burdens lighter for our friends and not make them heavier.

The Roman thinker Cicero said "Friendship makes prosperity brighter, while it lightens adversity by sharing its grief and anxieties."

Searching for the meaning of friendship has always been a burning question. However as soon as we meet our friends all these questions get answered automatically. The answer to what is the meaning of friendship lies within our hearts, because true friendship can only be felt, and not expressed. Something so pure and essential is not always visible to the eye, but is felt by the heart.

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:

The tendency to desire what is best for the others,
Sympathy and empathy,
Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart mutual understanding.

No matter how good a friend is they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must learn to forgive them.True friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance Best Friends can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

"A hug is worth a thousand words. A friend is worth more."

A friend means well, even when he hurts you. But when an enemy puts his hand round your shoulder - watch out! - Proverbs 27:6

People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant(having or claiming to have the power of seeing objects or actions beyond the range of natural vision)

Some friendships do not last, but some friends are more loyal than brothers. -Proverbs 18:24

Jesus Himself has always been wanting to be our friend. It's up to us whether we want to accept His Friendship or not. Well I've never regretted since the day I accepted Christ and indeed He's the BEST you can ever find. He will turn your life 180 and you're in for the best of your life. Jesus loves you and He's still waiting for your answer!!! :D So what are you waiting for......

Such wicked people are detestable to God, but He offers FRIENDSHIP to the godly -Proverbs 3:32 (NLT)

"Friends are friends forever, if the Lord is the Lord of them

And a friend will not say never, cause the welcome will not end

Though it's hard to let you go,In the Father's hands I know

That a lifetime's not too long... to live as friends."

-Michael W Smith

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Walk beside me and be my friend."

'Keep Your Eyes upon me, keep me in your sight, Help me down the crooked road, lead me to the light. The road I'm on is dark,I'm not sure if I know the way, Yet with You right beside me, I'm certain I won't stray. Protect me from the world, I know we'll make it through, Give me all the strength I need..... Let me lean on You.

I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. . . I'd like to be the help you've always been glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day, as you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way.'

Friends always show their love. What are brothers for if not to share troubles? -Proverbs 17:17

"A friend is one who strengthens you with prayers, blesses you with love and encourages you with hope."

~True friendship is sitting together in silence and feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.~

HOMEWORKS!!!

2008-09-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hehehe 2nd last day of school before the long break...... Yeah and guess what homeworks just 'POOF' droppped right in front of you........ Not a good sign for me since I wont be around during the hols.........And I'm already stuck with my Physics homework...... ==' Hehe last day of tuitions for me tooo till next month :P

Got a haircut just now...... The front's fine but the back's a little too short..... ==' Feel so weird now........ Haiz.......

Today's the day Von got saved 2yrs ago :) Hehe I just want to thank God for such a great friend ;) Haha she kinda made a bet with me on Saturday which will take 2yrs.... Lolz it's ok Von, you're not the only one waiting..... Xp We'll see... ..

NEW JOY!!! ;D

2008-09-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

Dumdidum.... What a tiring but FUN weekend!!! XD And it's already a new week........ Hehe was out the whole Saturday after school..... Went for worship practice and had cell group before that :) Von shared some real good stuffs and God's Presence was there too :D Practice was a little slower cause it wasn't the full worship team and Aaron was behind the drums for the first time :) Hehe Derek taught me some guitar chords *smiles* at least a start.......

Went home at six and practised my organ pieces before going for replacement class..... Met up with Von, Bernard,Ting & Shaun at about 9 in the mall and Von finally got her ear pierced YAY!!! *grins.... ahem, ahem* Anyways went to Empire after that..... (we actually raced there....... *innocent looks*) Bernard was suppose to pick Bridgette up from Milda's house but some miscommunications, and we ended up in Empire instead....... Was actually having fun there anyways :)

Hmmm I think it was 12am by the time Bernard sent Von & I back to Von's place...... Yes as I'm mentioning now I was staying over at Von's place :) And IT'S AARON'S 19th BIRTHDAY !!!! and It's the MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..... Hehe was chatting halfway and I think Von fell asleep....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz........

I woke up quite early and Von was still sleeping, didnt want to wake her up so I was reading a book till about 11 in the morning when Von ACTUALLY woke up XP Then went to grab some food before getting ready for the afternoon service..... Bernard came at 12.30 and Von was ready to go yet.... My, it was funny to see Bernard and Von teasing each other from the time Bernard was hurrying Von at her house till we reached AC2......

Yay Aaron did well althought it was his first time :) We had Ps.Lau from Serikei and his message was being 3Gs Christians...... To Grow - imitating Jesus, To Glow- To be the salt & light of the world & To Go & bear witness of Christ....... His message was so in line with what we had been talking for the past few days......

Gave Aaron a surprise after service and we went out to Gadong to celebrate with him :) Had a meal, bought him a present before leaving........ Bernard dropped me off af Jovita's place, having dinner there and didnt stay for long...... I was quite tired by then.... Got home cleared up my things and yeah, school's on the next day.........

It had really been a GREAT two days hanging out with Von, Bernard, Ting and the others..... I've experienced something that I could never really understand, I dont know how to explain it but I know somewhat it's different..... Something so REAL & so DIFFERENT !!!! All the laughter, jokes, fun..... yeah, everything was great, something that I havent experienced in quite a while,leaving good memories but what I really saw was the heart behind each of them, So REAL, So CARING , So FULL OF LOVE FOR THE PEOPLE around them...... And I can just be myself before them......

These are the friends that I would want for a LIFETIME!!!! They will just make you smile when you see their faces, they will just give you encouragement and support when you are going through tough times, praying with you no matter how big or small your problems are and they will be there for you, by your side whenever you need someone....... That's what make me really miss them.........

Well it may sound emo but that's just being real, more than just feelings.........

Without CHRIST I Am Nothing.......

I'm HAPPY ^^

2008-09-11T22:00:00.009+08:00

Can't believe half of the week's gone and well had the worst Malay debate EVER in class on Tuesday...... It was girls vs boys but yeah we went totally unprepared...... =='''' Anyways glad that it's over :P

OH FINALLY HAD THE TIME TO PLAY BBALL YESTERDAY!!! after I duno how long.... It seems ages since I last played bball........ Never felt better, gonna go back and play more when I have the time :)

Hehehe just got back from tuition abaout an hour ago..... Was out in Gadong the whole afternoon, was suppose to meet Von at 3 but since I went early,I was just heading to the mall arcade to shoot some hoops and met Derek & Benard before meeting Von at Coffeebean :) Was hanging out with Von & Matthew, Von's friend till about 6 before going tuition...... Well at least I had some time out to release the pressure and stress....... :) Hope that Von's knee's better now :) It's cool and quite nice hanging out with them.......

Dadidumudum....... Just being random now, listening to songs...... Just cant wait for the weekends to come.......

我一直都在

2008-09-11T22:00:00.008+08:00

遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海

当天空变灰白 你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你
紧锁的心海

我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你
希望你快乐 你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着

我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热

我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不许你再孤单
要你拥抱我给的温暖

Take Me With You

2008-09-07T21:00:00.008+08:00

Woshhhh cant believe another week had just fly by........ Didnt even feel like it,time really flies..... Went back school on Wednesday since Tuesday was 'puasa' hehehe it means shorter school hours XD Went out in the afternoon to celebrate Teen's birthday in advance and I cant believe myself for breaking my own record of 326 to 460 in shooting hoops at the arcade..... Just so happy for myself :D lalalalala I finally did it..... Anyways went back a little early cause I had tuition at night.....

Went back to the mall next day in the afternoon to get some new shirts :) before going tuition.... Well i missed the night service with Ps. Dick Carumba from Philippines, quite tired too from all the homeworks from school.....

No tuition this Friday morning but went art instead till the afternoon just before going to JPMC for my appointment..... Reached church early since I didnt get the message that worship practice time was changed. Anyways it was kinda funny to see the team practise with Ps.Carumba Xp Left practice a little early, rushed home to shower before meeting Ling and some other youths for dinner...... Well hadnt have much time to actually chat with Ling but yeah, glad to see her again :D Too bad she's leaving on Tuesday, So fast..........

Back just in time for service and it was AWESOME!!! The presence of God was so strong and worship went on for one and a half hour without actually realising it...... And there was a prophetic song for those involved in worship...... Wow the song was beautiful...... Cant really remember the song but I remember this part of the lyrics "Take My Hand and come with Me, JUST YOU & ME" something like that...... Yes Lord, I will give up my all just to be in Your Presence, to be soaked in YOUR LOVE.......
Well the rest of the time, Ps.Carumba just told us a little about his journey with God....... And there is always a price to pay to follow God's calling..... As long as you are willing.......

School was as usual homeworks and had a phototaking for all the students involved in any national competition....... My afternoon was free and went to neighbour's house to play DDR :D Then got ready for that night's service..... Another time of worship for another two hours but somehow the atmosphere was very different from the night before...... Hehehe was glad to see Yvonne, having some time of fun together :D Ok I really,really,really do miss the worship team.......

Yay finally could take some time off to update my school work this morning and finally managed to get some practice on the organ just before going for service this afternoon....... :) And just finished up the last bit of my school notes after coming home...... And well just gonna relax for the rest of the night......

Cant believe it manx...... Holidays coming so soon just in about a week's time and I'm going India sooooonnnnn.......... :D
(Forget about exams first for the time being.......... XP)

There's so much I want to tell God..... So much more just wanting to be in his Presence..... Take me Lord, to Your secret place....... Just take me away........ Just You & Me.......

Unbreakable

2008-09-02T14:00:00.003+08:00

Took my hand,
Touch my heart,
Held me close,
You were always there ,by my side,
Night and day,
Through it all,
Come what may,
Swept away on a wave of emotion,
Oh were caught in the eye of a storm,
And whenever You smile,
I can hardly believe that I'm Yours,
Believe that I'm Yours.

This love is unbreakable,
Its unmistakable,
And each time i look in Your eyes,
I know why,
This love is untouchable,
I feel in my heart just cant deny,
Each time i look in Your eyes,
I know why,
This love is unbreakable.

In Your arms,thats where I belong,
I've been touched by the hands of an angel,
I've been blessed by the power of love,
And whenever You smile,
I can hardly believe that I'm Yours.

This love is unbreakable,
Through fire and flames,
When all this is over,
Your love still remains.

REFRESHED!!!

2008-09-01T21:00:00.004+08:00

Just got back from the airport 2hours ago...... Was in KK yesterday just to see some Chinese medicine doctor...... Was very reluctant to go at first but i guess it did me some good..... Felt so much better, away from all those 'feelings', away from everyone else....... I still can go on without you (someone whom I've known for quite a while already......)

空气中藏着你的香味,回忆里躲着你的眼泪..... 不应该在你的世界出现,太多的眼泪,伤害.... 该走到远远,离开你的世界,把我忘掉.....这样解决应该就是对我们最好的方法把........

Anyways Saturday night out with the worship team was fun.... XP Reached Gadong at 5, real bad traffic jam from Kiulap and what's worse was it was raining the whole afternoon and night. Met Von n Matthew,Yon's friend at Coffeebean and he left soon after that. Von and I stayed at Coffeebean till about 6 before walking over to the mall...... Lolz two people sharing one umbrella..... XD Von when to check on her account I think then we were just walking around to stall time before walking over to Escapade :) Quite wet by the time we reached there...... Rachel,Jesnie,David Nag Joshua were there already when we reached there,made some orders, Aaron came followed by Ting,Derek,Richmond..... ^^ We were all busy eating ang chatting with each other...... Vivien came at almost 8, waited for her to finish eating before the guys went RF and the gils went to the arcade at the mall..... Most of us went back at 10...... Was so tired that I fell asleep once I in bed.... Had been out the whole day.........

Woke up very early to get ready for my flight to KK, went to pick T.Doris first then to the ariport..... Benard coming back but don't get to see him..... Anyways, the hotel room wasn't ready yet so we were busy shopping already,went to Gaya Street and saw some Channel V guy there too....hehe then had Bah Kut Teh with T.Doris' niece before going back to the hotel. Then went shopping again at the shops around then was watching Die Hard 3 back at the hotel.

Went to see the Chinese doctor this morning and well nothing much was said.He just gave me some more tablets and chinese herbs...... Hehe more shopping before checking out to catch the evening flight back home..... :) was kinda tired but then I guess just too caught up chatting with Jenn and Willie, checking my mail,friendster and facebook,reading bloggies ....... Missed school today and puasa starts tomorrow so another day no school........ :P

Wheee I'm beginning to see my prayers being answered and doors are opening slowly before my eyes.... GET EXCITED DUDE!!!! MORE GREAT THINGS ARE COMING ON THEIR WAY :D You fill the emptiness in my heart, my life.......... You became my joy, my strength, my reason......

2008-08-29T22:50:00.004+08:00

Well,well sorry for the late updates…... Anyways the weekends have been good :D last week was exam week, started on Thursday and finished on Monday….. To tell the truth there wasn’t much time for me to revise my studies…..

Was out the whole Friday, tuition in the morning then worship practice the whole afternoon at Von’s place :D ….. Saturday, went Virtuoso Grand Recital at night. It was great though it was a little too long !!! :) Well on Sunday,had to go to the Jerudong amphitheater to collect my art prize…. As usual they delayed the programmes……
Anyways our worship team had to serve for both the 2nd and 3rd service…. Was quite tired already after that…….. Busy watching the Olympics Closing Ceremony at night XD

Finally a new week & last day of exam, stayed till about 4 to finish my art paper….. Skipped tuition that night. Have been really busy with my art these few days and busy watching some drama series….. I was hoping to watch Brunei Cup but then still busy with tuitions at night….

Really want to take some time to go out with the Sec 5s, hoping to catch up with them….. Haven’t been seeing them lately, wondering how have they been?

Oh and some of them have done well in their June O-Level papers and Mel too in her A-Level. Congrats !!!! hehehe Ling and Benard graduating from Bible School with really good results tooo :D Von did well for her art and for the New Gen members in SAS who had their 2nd Assessment Test did pretty well too …. :) Praise God!!!

Just went out with some old friends last night to watch a movie….. 'Sigh' Those good times, the memories we had together before just come flooding back to my mind…. Just wished I could spent more time with them…..

Well going to have dinner at Excapade tomorrow with the worship team :) And going off to KK for the weekend for a day, gonna come back on Monday…… Hehe another different plan this weekend..... Havent had the same plans each weekends for almost the last 2 months...... :D
Yay Benard coming back in 2 days *beams ^^ *

Having those mixed feelings again lately and Lord, this is my prayer to give me strength to overcome these feelings, to go through each day :-

So what can I say
And what can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to you

So I’ll stand
With my arms high and heart abandoned
In awe to the One who gave it all
I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

One God

2008-08-23T23:38:00.005+08:00

One God-Citipointe.Live

Mercy it falls at your feet
Broken my soul set to seek
The one who gave it all......

You hold the stars in the sky
Your Hand it opens blind eyes
You gave a father's only son

Nothing can compare
To the greatness of our king

Chorus
There is only one God in this world
There is only one God I will serve
There is only one God
Only one God above it all

Bridge
Jesus the only name I live for
Jesus the one true God I adore

Healing Outpouring in Brunei!!!

2008-08-17T11:00:00.004+08:00

Wossshhhhh another awesome weekend :)

Ok Friday as usual the busiest day of the week..... Had Geography extra class in the morning, continued with POA tuition till 12.30pm. Then double art lessons in the afternoon and had a special service with Ps.Peter at night. It was about the Florida Healing Outpouring...... Many people were healed that night including me!!! AMEN!!! ^^ There was also the impartation of the gift of healing to everyone of us that night.... Hallelujah :)

YAY Von's finally back from Manila :) Hehehe Brooke Fraser of Brunei.... LOLX XP anyways it's good to see her back safe and sound :)

Well it's good to be back having worship practice with the good o'worship team :) Really have been having fun though it was just a few times practising with them :D It just feel so good not only practising with them but having worship in such a way that I've never felt before.... Like Derek has always reminded us :- It's not about us at the end of the day but everything goes back to Jesus, for what He had done on the cross for us. He is the reason why we sing, the reason for our songs.......

Praise and worship was great just now and there's was another impartaion of the gift of healing to those who missed the session on Friday.... Ps.Peter was telling us about the finished works of Jesus on the cross..... Romans 8:11- 'The Spirit which rose the dead to life now lives in us.....' WOW !!! Isn't it wonderful.....
Ephesians 3:20-Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask or think,according to the power that work in us.... AMEN!!!

Jesus took our Sickness and gave us COMPLETE HEALINGS, turned our Sorrows to JOY & took our Trangressions and Iniquities so that we are RIGHTEOUS and HOLY...... Is the J-man wonderful!!!! He took every single curse, sorrow and our sins so that we can reach the Father who is forever holy, glorious, wonderful, beautiful, matchless in every way...... Oh boy can go on and on..... He is more than words can say........... ^^

Through Christ we GAIN EVERY SPIRITUAL BLESSING, HAVING FULL ACCESS to the Father & we have SURPASSING VICTORY ^^

We are more than conquerers in Christ :) Hehehe I would like to end this post with John 14:12 :- I(Jesus) am telling you the truth, those who believe in me will do what I do. They will do even greater things because I am going to the Father. Amen what a promise...... Xp

Ciao....... Exams in 4days...... hehehe Good luck to all :)

SOAR

2008-08-14T21:16:00.005+08:00

Sorry to all my silent readers out there….. (I know there are quite a number of you )Well suppose to update last Sunday but it was $0.00 in the internet card so yeah……

Anyways another weekend gone……
Had been quite busy with my art during the week, going back for extra classes with Yeng Peng to finiah up our art pieces for this competition ‘Protecting Your Heart’…. Finishing it quite soon…..

OMG Olympics 2008 finally started…… 08-08-08 was a Friday and watched the GRAND Opening Ceremony on TV :D Boy, it sure was GRAND!!!! Desmon was asking me which was my favourite part….. Let see, I think it was the part on the moving blocks with the Chinese words on them…. At first I thought that it was controlled by computer but to my surprised, THEY WERE ACTUALLY PEOPLE INSIDE!!!!

I don’t know what others feel but to me it was just too amazing….. Yeah the performance was good, the big gigantic scroll, the music, the cool Olympic torch, the fireworks, everything was good but what touches me was the hearts of the performers. They aren’t so hi-tech but yet they can give such a great performance. They gave in their best to make this opening happened. All they have were their talents and their efforts, especially the drummers who were actually those operating the blocks too…… WOW!!!!

It’s not what you do makes up the value of your work but the heart behind it :)

Well Hsien Ley left for Canada yesterday for good…… Had a farewell party for him at Jenn’s place on Saturday night…. Poor boy, had his face smashed into the cake….. LOLZ Nothing much to say but just wishing him all the best….. ^^ Anyways here's a pic on that night :- Will post up the others next time :)

There's Ryan and Hsien Ley making a heart :)

On Sunday had service in the afternoon and Elder Francis was speaking on SOAR, ‘When we are facing problems and where can we find the solution’Especially for us students, major problems- EXAMS!!!

He was telling us where some people are in the right boat wrong place, some in the wrong boat but going to the right place. Basically the boat represents the ‘vehicle’ we are using to reach our destination and the place of course means your destination.

And here we see the story of Jonah and the big fish, as most of you know the story, he was trying to avoid going to Nineveh and took a boat to Spain. Then there was a ship wreck and he was swallowed by a big fish before being spat to land. Well he was the type of person in the right boat but wrong place. He was on the right boat to Spain but he wasn’t going to where God had called him to. These are the people who have the wrong motive for certain things they do.

On the other hand Paul was represented as the person in the wrong boat but going to the right place. Acts 27 :- Here Paul was a prisoner going to Rome and he told the captain of the ship that the voyage to Rome would be dangerous but the captain did not listen and went on with the journey. There was a storm after that and they were shipwrecked. These are those who may be in bondage, looking for life but by the wrong way.

Well the truth is that Jesus is the only one on the right boat to the right place and the best way to life is to follow Him for He is the way, the truth and the life. AMEN!!! :)

There’s another aspect we can see here. Jonah was in the fish’s belly for three days to realize God’s power but Jesus Himself knew God’s power that’s why he went to the cross and resurrected on the 3rd day. Matthew 12:40- The Pharisees asked for a Sign

Anyway the main point is that from the word SOAR……

Surrender to God,
Obedient to His Calling for us,
Acknowledge God’s power
Relate to God (Reacting in Response- to be strengthen in God’s Word or drawing closer to Him)

AND YOUR RESULTS!!!!
Not only you will Succeed.
But Overcome,
Ascend and
Reign in victory !!!! AMEN ^^

Yay Yvonne’s coming back soon!!! :) She’s gone to Manila far more than 10days already…..

Falalala that’s about it…… :P Exams in a week’s time and you know what no matter how smart you are, you don’t have to be scared of exams. Just trust in God, PROVIDED YOU DO YOUR PART and do your best. You’ll be just fine. And don’t compare yourself to others for no one is the same and this may cause you to feel superior or inferior of others and will lead you to many other things especially dissatisfactions and low-self esteem…….. The best advise do your best and, you will be satisfied with yourself …… :)

Ooooo the F5s having their exams on Saturday…. All the Best!!! :)

Happy exam week…… lalalala ^^

Fiesta ^^

2008-08-03T23:50:00.005+08:00

!!!! What a fiesta this week with The One who created the universe,heaven and earth, The One whom I can call My Father, My Best Friend, My Lord & Savior!!!! ^^

What an amazing weekend!!! I'm out of words and really dont know where to start...... We had this 3days seminar on Grace & Favour with Ps.Joseph Lee from New Creation Church. His teachings were so deep that I think most of us still need a few more days to 'digest' them..... Thank God he used a lot of simple illustrations to understand them :) LOLZ But there a few simple truths that blew my mind!!! Bringing me to see the Bible at a whole new level.... :)

Well, firstly the Bible, as you know is the Word of God right..... It is not given to condemn us, not to make us feel bad or guilty of ourselves, but to show us God's Glory. The whole Bible is actually talking about Jesus himself,showing us His Glory. Amen!!!

What is the Glory of God? It's found in the book of John 1:14 :- And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us and we beheld His Glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth.

Many have got the wrong revelation of the Bible. Hehe will show you some simple examples :P
Okey here we have 2 stories from Matthew 13:44-46 :-

The Parable of the Hidden Treasure & The Parable of the Pearl of Great Price
Basically it talkes about a treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and hid: and for joy over it he sold all that he has and bought that field. The other one about the pearl, a merchant seeking beautiful pearls, found one pearl of great price, went to sold everything to buy that one pearl.

Well we've always been taught that the hidden treasure and the pearl is Jesus and we represent the man who bought the field or the merchant. And we have to give up everything we have to be able to find Jesus..... But we got it all wrong, the truth is we are the treasure and the pearl and God is the man, the merchant. But why??? Jesus gave up everything to find us, including His Life just to save us. He gave up eveything to BUY us.... We cant buy Jesus..... That's why we are so precious in God's eyes, no matter what your status is, you are still the Hidden Treasure, the Pearl of Great Price!!! Hallehlujah :)

Here's another one from Luke 15:11 :-

The Parable of The Lost Son
It is about a certain man who has 2 sons.To cut the long story short, the younger son claimed his inheritance from his father and left home. He spent every single cent of his money and finally decided to return home to work for his father. Just on his way when he was still far away from home, his father saw him and rushed towards him. He held his lost son in his arms,put on the best robe,a ring and sandals on him and told his servants to kill the fattest calf to celebrate the son's return.

Well this tells us that God wants to reach us even before others can. Why do you think the father ran to his son even when he was still a long way from home? How Ps.Joseph interprets was imagine when the son walks into his village and his neighbours start rebuking the son with discourage words which can make the son more guilty than he already is. His father doesnt want that, that's why he went to recieve him back before his son can be hurt any further, no matter what he had done in the past. In the same way God wants to take us back before anything can reach us to condemn us. It will take forever for us to reach God.......

It's not that we found Him but He found us in the first place...... His Grace which means undeserved forgiveness, given to us FREELY, with our past mistakes & failures all wiped out completely. God's Riches At Christ's Expense AMEN!!! God has given up His Only son, Jesus to died on the cross not only to give us Salvation, to save us from hell but also His Blessings of healing, deliverance, properity.... AND ALL THESE ARE FREE WITH NO STRINGS ATTACHED, WITHOUT CONDITIONS!!!! All you have to do is to HEAR & BELIEVE!!! That's all!!! AMEN!!!! God made it all so simple but man has made them complicated.....

A gift is given for free right without any reason or motive right? But a gift is not a gift when you give a gift so that the person have to give you a gift in return or otherwise the other feels guilty......

Nothing in this world is free that's true or otherwise it's free but with a motive behind. But God has give the gift of His Son, Jesus, so that He can reach us. God's love is seen on the CROSS!!! He wants to love you like you've never felt before.He wants to bless you as He promised and His thoughts for you are more than the number of sand (Psalms 139:17) He calls us his beloved so that we can be loved.

Don't make what God has made free, expensive!

Christianity is not about self-improvement but TRANSFORMATION!!!

Haha this is only the minor part of Ps.Joseph's Sessions. There are still a lot, lot, lot, lot, lot, lot lot, lot......... more to go especially the topic on The Law & Grace, The Old Covenent & The New Covenent..... ==' These are the really confusing and the deep ones.... Anyways I can go on and on but not in this way, I dun want to say the wrong stuffs as these topics are really not easy to comprehend and can mislead or add confusions to others..... :)

So much revelations and truths that really took y breath away during these sessions. not only enjoyed them but the realisation of God's love, His Glory, His Greatness...... Turned my life the other way round. He has put a smile not only on my face but also in my heart, in my spirit with the everlasting joy abiding in me, forever standing in awe of His Wonders....... (I guess that gap doesnt really matter now, konwing that The One with me is Greater than those against me........)

This is where I'll stop now for the week :P Maybe.....

God BLESS!!!

2008-08-02T13:57:00.006+08:00

Falalalala just some random post here..... Thanks to Willie who made me so hyper during Physics class :P And he told me to check out this 'Poppin balloons in slow motion...... Ok nothing really exciting just to see the wonderful movement of the water...... :)
Oh btw Willie's new name, MVP just call him that will do :P

Lost

2008-08-01T13:03:00.006+08:00

Hey weekends are coming..... :) Anyways had a holiday on Wednesday, went math tuition in the morning till 12 then went to the mall with Chiun yiun and Jennifer to watch 'The X-Files'. It wasn't that good nor was it that bad, just another typical mystery movie, I could say. Not as scary or exciting as those I've watched before, long long time ago... :P

Just feeling bored these few days.... Not having sports....

Anyways have you ever felt there're these 'gaps' in life which you dont understand or know why they're even there.... Something that is still missing and no matter what you try to do to fill that gap, you're still not satisfied.... Well I know after becoming a Christian, only God Himself can fill that gap..... but why is it so hard for me..... Even right now, Maybe I do know maybe I dont, what that gap is in my life...... Sometimes that 'gap' would just make me feel Lost..... So lost that I wouldn't even know what to do and where to go....

All these times, I've been hanging on to God to fill these 'gaps', It's not that I doubt Him, it's just that these gaps will keep coming back to me, making me feel lost again..... It is always during these times when I'll realise how much I needed Him and He'll be able make me smile even facing trials from the enemies and also loved ones....... The Second Chance He gives is more precious than any gold or silver in this world.......

Thanks to God's mercy and grace, I'm able to face each day, not knowing what's gonna happen next, I know that I can count on God and all I need to do is to focus on Him..... The best place on Earth is just to be in His Presence, nothing more than that can change this truth..... AMEN!!! :)

Second Chance

2008-07-27T23:50:00.017+08:00

Well, life really hadnt been easy..... All the ups and downs, sometimes really feel like giving up everything,doubting about my life and during all these times, I really wished I could just stay in God's Presence forever, singing songs of praises and worshiping Him only, forgetting what's going on out there in the world, ....... Haiz..... Just waithing for the day when I can just serve Him freely with nothing else bothering me.....
I just love this song..... Heard it the very 1st time, sung by Mel today during service:-

Second Chance-Hillsong United

You called my name

Reached out Your Hand

Restored my life

And I was redeemed the moment You went into my life

Amazing grace

Christ gave that day

My life was changed

When from my shoulders fell the weight of my sin

So it’s with everything I am

I reach out for Your hand

The hope for change

The second chance I’ve gained

On You I throw my life

Casting all my fears aside

How could greater love than this ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts

As I rest in You

I’m now in love

With a Saviour bearing the marks of His love

So I wait upon You now

With my hands released to You

Where a little faith’s enough

To see mountains lift and move

And I’ll wait upon You now

Dedicated to Your will

To this love that will remain

A love that never fails

Will post up the song the moment I know how......

2008-07-27T23:50:00.016+08:00

Wahhhh another week had passed........ So long yet so fast........ Just a few highlights this week....
Had my 1st trial on this Australian Chemistry Quiz thingy..... Not that bad, still can understand it and not as difficult as expected :) That was on Wednesday.

I just love the weekends...... Always something new happening during these times :) Friday- went for the 2nd part of the DVD teachings on Grace & Favour by Ps.Joseph Prince after tuition..... Then Ms.Loong(our netball coach) who was so nice of her to go all the way to Delima to pick En & I before going to Gadong to have lunch with Mr.Jacob Chin and the rest of the senior team at Pizza Hut...... :D Then went off to the mall with Shi Ning, En, Teen & Esther...... Was suppose to watch a movie but some 'minor problems' came up so ended up only Shu En watching with some other form 5 friends...... Anyways still had a good time getting my mind off some stuffs..... :) Right met Sophia and chatted with her for quite a while..... Hahaha still havent change much, the good o' Sophia :) Then went for art till 11pm with Yeng Peng, noti, noti us playing with glitters..... LOLX

Next we had our Litfest on Saturday :) Well had a very interesting topic for debate 'This house believes that Boys are More Fashion Conscious than Girls'. Magdougall was the proposing team with it's team members represented by Ryan,Julius and Jarrod Hehehe all boys & Danson, the all girls team represented by Shin Mei, Joanne and Pei Wei, as the opposition team..... Both team were good but Magdougall won in the end..... Then we had the few other items..... Song and dance presentations, A play 'The Lost Colony', Situational role Play, Dumbcharade( I have no idea how to spell it.... ==') This reminds me Teen said my English is cacat...... Yes, and I have to admit that it is baaddddd.... =='

Was free in the afternoon.... Then got ready to go for AFC Talentime 2008 in Orchid Garden Hotel. Was there by 6 :) N was one of the ushers.... Didnt take part in the choir cause was too busy having tuitions to go for practices.... Anyways everything was good the show, the dances, songs and wow the category for the choir,which each group had to come out with an AFC Theme song, every group was good and the advertisement category was really and full of creativity and originality...... :) My, the place was packed that night,we have people overflowing the place even before we started..... :) Amen to that :) Surprisingly Acts 29 didnt win any individual events but we won the whole thing over all :D Heheh what a great surprise when everyone thought that we were getting the last position........ Wohooooo....
Met Angeline but didnt have a chance to talk to her......

And for today....... :) Woke up at 10 this morning...... Did some hamework and went off to practise my organ pieces before having lunch and going service in the afternoon...... Was suppose to go for a talk given by the Malaysian astronaut with the school but I'll rather go service instead..... :P Anyways it was my last time seeing Melissa and Rachel before they go off tomorrow...... 'sniff sniff' And Yvonne going off to Manila for about 10 days......

Well Mel though we didnt hook up much but it has been great to know you. amazing to have such a friend like you..... love your smiles and your craziness :) You do really know how to cheer a person up. How I wished I've known you much longer and better :)
Anyways keep on trusting God in every area of your life :) Keep shining for God, He'll bring you far in your life :) Wishing you all the best in everything you do..... May God's goodness and mercy and Blessings follow you and your family for all the days to come :)
I wil not say goodbye cauz i know I'll see you again :) hehehe we still have some unfinished jods to do Xp Hey I will definately look for ya' when I go S'pore...... Take Carezzz :) Gonna Miss Ya' LoTZZZ !! :')

My coming days would quiet down I suppose..... Maybe NOT with all the tuitions..... =='

Ok, I think my blog needs more pics somehow ....Getting tired of reading just long posts...... but blogger's dang slow posting up pics ==''''.... Maybe next one I hope.......

2008-07-20T11:50:00.005+08:00

Okayzzz a real busy weekend..... :D Was fully scheduled for the weekend.... Friday morning tuition then took a bus to AFC Studio to watch a DVD teaching on Grace by Ps.Joseph Prince from New Creation Church..... It was AWESOME!!!Helped us to look at things in life at a different perspective..... Then it was Interhouse Netball in the afternoon.... Cornwall forfeited so left with Hollis, Danson and Magdougall :) We got 2nd lost to Magdougall by one point again but it was another good and challenging game :) It had been a good year of sports for me :) All GREAT & EXITING games :) Went for art at night, thanks to YP, I found another great design to do XP hehe still deciding wheteher to post it up or not.....

Saturday...... was busy drawing most of the time in school, didnt really do much work :P Then worship practice in the afternoon till about 5.30, was so tired by the time i reached home. Thought I could do some homework but fell asleep instead and woke up at 6.45 and got ready to go for service at night..... Ps. Paul was preaching about 'Visitations of God'.

Then this morning Ps.Paul continued with the 'Ministry of Angels' and 'The Success and Failures in your life are connected with people'. All the messages were so AWESOME!!! I've recieved so much knowledge and revelations from these messages, giving me a greater understanding. Amen.God has been good these few weeks and I belive He has some more in store for us for the days to come :D

Spent some time with Shu En in the evening before going home, had dinner then decided to start revising..... Damn Bio has a lot to go through........

God really just amazed me..... I dun really know how to put it into words but it's amazing when God actually takes time to even stop by during our worship practice on Friday...... His Presence was there alright..... Even when it was only a practice...... WOW, I've only been in the worship team for 2weeks and I dont think it was the 1st time I feel His Presence during worship but it really different this time..... AMAZING..... Just feeling so hungry for His Presence right now...... Want to know more and more about Him and have greater understanding of His Words, His Promises. God honours the little things you do if you honour Him with everything you have.... Amen :)

'Sniff, Sniff, Shu Yee left on Saturday....... I'm gonna miss u..........

This weekend has been really refreshing and I've received so much...... The way I think, the way I look at things are different now...... So much truth revealed....... :) Another great week coming up :P Talentine is coming up :) Falalalalalala

Don't limit God, Don't limit yourself, Don't let other people limit you & Don't let the devil limit you with FEAR.......

2008-07-16T22:40:00.004+08:00

Falalala not suppose to be online but since parents not around..... Tsk tsk you know what's that suppose to mean XP

Anyways just finished Interhouse Basketball on Monday..... Corwall was against Hollis first match then Danson against Magdougall.... It was a close one we lost 8-10..... Hehehe same score as last year.... :P Then we were against Corwall next, won at a very close score too 18-16..... Both were good games and challenging...... *Smiles* Seriously, haven't played such exciting games for quite a while......

Both my legs got cramps during the match against Cornwall and they hurt till today..... ==' Hopefully they get better before Friday for Interhouse Netball....... And I just found a bump on my head..... ==' Dont even know when did I got it.......
Going to have lots of rest....... :)

WoHoooooo going to be another busy and exciting weekend coming up XD Just can't wait for tomorrows to come :D (Haven't even got time to touch my books yet...... xp)

2008-07-13T18:00:00.007+08:00

Wow time really flies so fast....... Another AWESOME week has passed!!! :D We just had our Interzone Netball Competition starting on Wednesday afternoon. The senior team won the 1st round against some government school, i think it was '..... Syaidina Othman Sch' (that's what I remembered) We moved on to the semi finals on Thursday morning against Abu Bakar School and Praise God, we won and reached the finals ^^

The juniors were great too :D they made through the preliminary round but they lost in te semi. But all of us were proud of them, knowing they did their best and they're one of the fastest improving team ever...... :P

Spent the whole day there at the Indoor Stadium.....The finals were held in the afternoon.... We're against Maktab Sains and my my what a close game....... There was a gap between the scores during the 1st half but then they caught up in the 2nd half to the same score 13-13..... But thank God, I scored the last goal in the last few seconds, to break the tie 16-15 and WE WON!!!
The whistle went off just before we're about to start another 'game' after I shot that goal and everyone thought was another foul or something....... Everyone was so tense on the court even Miss Loong, the juniors and others who were there spectating....... Even Shu Yee was there both days to watch :D
WE ARE THE CHAMPS AGAIN & ALL GLORY GOES TO THE LORD ALMIGHTY!!!! ^^

I was totally amazed, speechless of how God used me even in playing netball....... I knew God was there with us :) That very last shot was definately not luck and nor was it skill cause i hadn't really been shooting properly the last two games and not a coincidence that the game would end just right after that shot....... I will just give all the Glory & Praise to God, honouring Him with that shot, giving it up at the altar........ I really,really am speechless and all I can do is to give thanks to God....

This game had been and will be one of the best and most memorable game ever played especially for the form 5s but it will be more than just a game, more than just a memory to me....... The time I've spent with this team will always be a part of me........

The victory didn't stop here...... Shu En and I went for a leaders' meeting with Ps.Chris Long on Friday afternoon at AFC Studio when we're suppose to be in school for Penthathlon...... *innocent looks XP* We would actually be disqualified if we did not have enough people but of course Shu En made sure that we wouldn't be qisqualified but would have to play handicapped.......So we basically had no idea what was happening in school at all but right after the meeting we got a message saying that we won...... So we thought we won the tug-of-war....... Little did we know that we actually won the whole thing.... Praise God :)

The councillors changed the tug-of-war to 'Balloon' since it was raining that afternoon .There were some more disagreements and Lil Saints and Birdy's forfeited and LizBooz CS didnt even show up. So Godlike were against Councillors in the end,they won Balloon and we won the whole thing :D Councillors were second. (Well, that's what I heard......)

Then something happenend on the way home that Friday afternoon....... My mum was driving on the way to the highway to send me to AC2 when we had a flat tire...... ==' At first a guy stopped and tried to help, it took quite a while. So I was kinda joking around with Shu En saying if only God would just send someone we know....... Surprisingly after that guy gave up trying to unlock the lock for the spare tyre and left, another older man stopped by...... He managed to unlock the lock and changed the tyre. I thought he was just using a friendly greeting when calling my father 'friend', in Hokkien on the phone. Then I found out that he ACTUALLY WAS my dad's friend......==' Not a coincidence.....

I realised God actually listens to what you actually speak and talk about, even when you are just joking around, what more if you are serious about them......

Interhouse Basketball for girls started on Saturday....... Danson was against Hollis first and we won....... :) Will play another two matches on Monday, against Magdougall first then Cornwall.....
Had our Youth Big Day at night with Ps.Chris Long speaking :) His message was short but funny :) Thank God for the 12lives that were saved that night :) Ps.Chris was again speaking today during service....... Plan your life as if for another season!!!

I really want to thank God again for allowing me to be able to start serving Him in the worhip team....... I was really surprised that Yvonne would come and ask me to come for worship practice last Sunday out of randomnesss..... But I believe it's going to a new season, a new beginning not only for each one of us individually but also for the whole church ^^
~The time has come to stand for all we have belived in~

Will be going back to see my grandpa in Lawas tomorrow after my bball games and coming back on Tuesday..... Just can't wait for another awesome week ahead. Rain or shine, ups and downs, I'll still praise You and hold onto You........ ^^

I will live for You

Be glorified forever

My life will declare

That You are Lord alone

Everything of me

Use it for Your Glory

and everyone will see

Will hear, will know

That You are Lord of All

Going to have yummy crabs for dinner.......lalalalalala ^^

Tired but Excited!!

2008-07-05T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hmmm where did I left off at the last post......... Ah yes, school has begun and all the activites have started :) Homeworks are also starting to pile up :S It has been a really exciting week for me :) a lot of ups and downs but they are all part of life right...... :) Trying to get all the interhouse competitions organised, adjustments of days and times and venue..... Yes have been quite a hectic week.....

Well one of the highlights this week was the Penthathlon which started on Thursday :) Our team was called 'God-like' which was changed last minute again from 'Monkey Butt' to the current one :D Erm Shu En, Esther and I are in this team with some other peeps :) There're also 'Vendetta' which Hazel, Teen & Yeng Peng are in..... Then there's 'Lil Saints', 'Birdy's', 'Frozen Warlords', 'Untitled', 'the Councillors' & what's the other team..... I can't remember..... My bad ==' erm i think is 'Lizbooz cs'.......

Had bball,Captain ball, Futsal & Poison Ball so far :) We did pretty well for at least reached finals for bball and futsal, both got 2nd, poison ball till the semi and captain ball got knocked out in the first round...... Well at least we had fun.... That's what Penthathlon suppose to be right?? To have fun..... Well some people may not agree......... Yeah there were definately some disagreements among the teams during the whole thing but can't do anything can we...... Lots of time wasted only...... Anyways we're left with the tug-of-war..... :)

We had our netball practice in the morning last Friday :) It was actually nice, a lot better than in the afternoon especially when we had it at Menglait...... Then went off to Gadong with En before heading on....... Boy wasn't I glad to go for CG in the afternoon..... Ive experienced God's presence in another whole new way....... Never felt His Presence so strong before especially during worship even thought it was just a small group of us :D

Just in addition to what Joyce had blogged on. This week has totally been awesome :) Though the times I'm down God has never left me and many impossible situations doesn't seem so hard anymore...... Pieces in my life seems to be falling into places one by one and they're always at the right time :) This haven't affect me alone but those around me :) There's were difficult decisions that I to make which have hurt a lot of people but I've never regretted these decisions, knowing that it's time to start moving on with God's plans for me :) He has made the impossibles possible..... It's true when the Bible has said in Matthews 6:33-Seek the Kingdom of God above all else and live righteously and He will give you everything you need...... :)

~ All I can say is 'Thank You,Lord' for there are no words that can explain Your Love and Your Faithfulness.....~ and not forgetting Shu En who has been with me throughout these times *big smiles* God has been moving in such amazing ways and I believe He's going to even greater things in the days to come.... :) And I'm also taking about YOU!!! :D Just take the first step of Faith and He will lead you to your next as long as you are willling and obedient.......

My life really haven't been easy since the day I've decided to become a Christian but it has definately has become better and more purposeful :) Wohoooo a new week is coming and I'm all EXCITED to what He's going to show me and what He's gonna do :) Wakekkekekeke~~~

Hehehe will be busy for maybe about more 2weeks, beginning from our Interzone Netball Competition on the 9th & 10th July, Interhse Bball on the 12th & 14th then 18th will be our Interhse Netball..... Hmmm hopefully nothing else, then can start concentrating on my studies,'ve missed too much tuitions........ =='''' Not a good sign, Quite messed up my timetable already ...... XD

Well got to go of for now..... More will be coming soon......

Take Carezzzz to everyone,especially those who are going off soon and those already not in Brunei..... MISSED U GUYS LOTZZZZZ there's always hope in everything you do :)

(hahaha U guys in Brunei here are as important so don't feel bad okays)

~NEVER GIVE UP ~

Faith, Willingness, Obedience...... & LOVE......

2008-06-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

Back to school..... Beginning of a new term :) School wasn't so bad. Not a very good beginning though...... Just realised I misplaced one of my precious ring during assembly.... Thank God I found it again :) Had to go tuition this afternoon...... Gonna be quite busy again this coming month..... ==' Just found out that our interzone Netball's next week..... Then misplaced the other ring again before going tuition..... ==''''' Naughty, naughty.........
Good thing non of them were lost...... 'Precious,Precious'

Sorry Peng no pics yet, will post them when I have more :)

Well won't have so much time to update anymore since school reopened.....

Hey cheer up Shuz :) It's just part of a challenge in life, you will pull through :) HuGGZZZzzz :D CheRrioooooo

2008-06-28T12:45:00.005+08:00

Wahahahha finally went to the the beach after so many years...... :D Went with the YDMs was there early and Ning was there too :) She was telling me her testimony during camp and later on decided to walk to En's place...... Well decided to turn back after En said she was going to use the purple bus....... Hehehe was just in time to catch the bus to Muara beach with the YDMs......

Teen couldn't come saying that she was tired..... we all understand :) Must take care orh and have lots of rest :)

Then ning and I went down to the beach first while waiting for Shu Yee & En to come. Was busy catching crabs and fish, for the very first time I was so many hermit crabs, big and small and colourful ones :) We even saw a dead jellyfish..... :S

Later we had this making sandcastle competition just for fun, Raymond's group was making a 'face' if not mistaken, then the other was making Spongebob and ours was making a guy fishing :) Had lunch after that then rested in the shade till about 3pm before going down to the beach again with Shu Yee...... Damn it was hot..... most of us were burnt in less than an hour in the sun...... :S And I burnt my feet in the hot sand :S There were jellyfish in the water so didn't go out too far to the sea. They caught a baby jellyfish and a starfish....... (sorry no pics yet, some other time)

Went to change then back to the shade, resting until it was time to go...... took a group photo just before it began raining...... Heheh got home just in time to get ready for art class...... Then slept early last night :)

Woke up quite late this morning, nothing much just practised my organ then planning to go En's place before going YDM with Shuz & En :) Hehe didn't notice the sandfly bites until today....... Hahaha school's reopening in less than 2days time..... If you ask me if I'm ready to go back school, I would tell you a "NO" hahaha

~If only I can make these Precious Moments with you last forever,

I would........ ~

2008-06-25T11:45:00.005+08:00

WHeeeee just got back from Guang Zhou,China last Sunday :) No more hard beds....... XD Expected to come back last Sunday :P Wanted to updated few days back but blogger update photos very slow..... =='

I left for China on the 16th(Monday) my flight was at 11.30am...... reached Hong Kong then took a bus all the way to Guang Zhou. Reached the hotel at about 8.30pm, usually wasn't that long but I think i was the traffic that slowed us down......

My trip to China wasn't purposed for a holiday but to see the doctors there...... Spent the next four days at 3 different hospitals and managed to see 3 different doctors..... Oh my there're so many people there =='''''' People there don't wait for queues, they pratically 'jump' queue.... Well the doctors told us that I'll need surgery and nothing can be done now so I was down with 1day free to go around :) Hehehe

Went to the highest mountain in Guang Zhou, 白云山(bai yun shan) just to see the scenery there and tasted some special dishes there :P then to some old mansion and later shopping XD

Oh boy, the food in Guang Zhou are cheap and so are the things there especially shoes and clothes so far...... (haven't got much time go around shopping)

This was during one of the days at a restaurant specially for dim sum :)

Another one after visiting the mansion except for the rice hehehe too hungry...... :P

In process.......

The outcome.......... XP

Well there're some things that amaze me was the unity among the people, especially the elders even though we always say these people are very rude and things like that(no offence) When I was at 'bai yun shan', there were hundreds of people there and there was this particular area where it's specially for entertainers. These entertainiers would invite the public to sing together as their choir. They can just sit there the whole day singing in unison young and old, without having to be afraid or ashame and I've got to admit they sound good :)

Here are some pics of them:-

Some more interesting things to me...... I find the roads in Guang Zhou very cool. They kinda turn and 'cut through' each other, going up and down like rollercoaster, some even go round the buildings, very fun manx if no traffic and drive fast hehhehe.........

You see those pictures above, these are people who had to carry all these heavy loads everyday to earn a living....... What a pity..... It makes me wonder how much do they actually earn to do such a tiring and dangerous job, especially when they are on the busy roads. These are not really that bad yet, there're more which were actually carried by really old men and their loads were a lot higher than those you see in these pics........ =='

Btw you see the last pic here, yeah that's actually the main road, at a junction, you see how the people and cyclists cross right in the middle of the road...... Manx i tell you, they're crazy, just walked like there's nothing and the cars would just drive pass them....... :S

Too bad I couldn't get more pics...... Not very easy, afraid that will offend these people........

Phew have been sleeping the whole two days straight on Monday & Tuesday......... Really bored at home....... Thanks to Shu Yee & En who dragged me out today to watch movie :D Otherwise would have gone crazy........ Watched 'The Incredible Hulk', was suppose to watch 'Get Smart' but it started early =='''

Well De Hao brought us to this pool place near Rejoice Chicken Rice before our movie and Shu En was telling me about camp, how God had moved during their God Encounters Sessions...... Wow it's amazing, all their testimonies, especially of close friends Amen :) It's amazing when En was telling me about their 2nd night of camp when having one of these sessions, I was all the way in Guang Zhou, in the hotel, praying for Shi Ning, Shu En and Teen and there was this sense of peace that came over me. So peaceful, so calm. At once I knew that it was the Spirit of Peace and that they will be fine and are in good hands. True enough after what I've heard from En. It was the very same night I felt peace in me, I knew nothing of what was going on in camp.Don't ask me how I know but I just knew :)
Hehe hoping can meet them before school reopens and hear more of it.....
They're all really busy this week... :S

Hehehe hung out till about 8pm :P Pretty fun to hang out with Shu Yee & Shu En together XD (yes Shu Yee I'm very honoured to be the 1st to hang out with you other than your sis hahaha)
Boy you should notice how alike they are when they give the expression "Cool, man!" XP

Well I just want to thank God for what He had done during the camp for all those loved ones and may He use us to lead these new Christians and those who have just renewed their covenant with Him to grow until they fulfil His Will and their purpose in life :) Amen.

When I look towards the sky, all I can is to smile towards heaven with a heart of gratitude and say 'I love You, Lord'

2008-06-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all the fathers in the world and not forgetting our Father in Heaven XD

It's already the beginning of holiday..... Gonna be away in China maybe for the whole holiday........ So not going to have any updates for a while :P
Oh boy, I'm aching all over now...... :S

TAKE CAREZZZZ and Happy HOLS to everyone out there :)

ciao

2008-06-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

WOhooooooooooooooo !!!! One hell of a game...... Feel so good after finishing just now's 'friendly match' against SAS Girls' Team....... Just feel so much better..... Too bad the 'pushes' were not hard enough.... Hahahaha XP Hmmmm I wonder if they're a lot more aggressive, I guess Iwould be more satisfied...... LOLZ!!!! *only some would understand why :P*

I'm sorry if I've offended the team in I dunno what way but my team is still with Myth-stique...... :D No way anyone can change that........

Hehe went to Shu En's place after that and stayed till quite late :) Was having some random conversation when it turned out to be much more than that..... More or less becoming encouragement to both of us :) I can say that En will agree with me 100% :) And I want to thank God that He made me realised something more after this game :)

I wouldn't forget what I've learnt from this game :)

Get well Willie :) hehehehe go find very good masseur LOLZ!!! Same goes to Hazel Lam Xiao Wei & Mable Lam Xiao Ting. Hahahaha XD

Finally it's all out, all out and over.......
Wahahahaha 终于可以安心睡觉了 (Can finally sleep in peace) :D Damn I'm gettin' high now........

2008-06-14T18:00:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the late update..... Finally found the time to do so since there's no school today. Just went to collect my report book.......

As I have left off at my last post, yes Freshwinds was amazing. Learnt so much knowledge from Ps.Satish, as before he did repeat some points he mentioned before in the last conference but hehehehe, he never finished them just like before...... Just so much to grasp from this man of God :) But one thing that I have experience was the presence of God which was so strong that I believed Many of us have not experienced before. Many lives were transformed and many testimonies were given Amen! All for the Glory of His Name :)

One of the promises from God which was given on the last session of Freshwinds :- I have begin to give, I have begin to impart. I believe the power of God wil not stop just right there but will continue to work through our lives until His Will for us is fulfilled.

Hehehe had made friends with Pui Lim and Jasmine whie staying with Gette, Pearly, Diana, Angel and Ting in Freshwinds. One of the greatest moment was going off to the rocks just behind our hotel, looking out to the sea. Nothing feels better than that :) Thank God for His great creations :)

A lot of things have changed since I came back from Freshwinds. A lot in my life that I have not realised seem to unfold slowly before me. Even when these things are still unclear to me but I'm gonna trust God for His Guidance, His Wisdom and His Understanding to lead my path.

*The past is History, the future is a Mystery and today is a gift that's why it's called the Present-a quote from 'Kung Fu Panda'
Hehehe and if you notice why History is called history...... His Story

Was really busy since I came back from Freshwinds. Field event finals and long distance events for Sports' Day were on Tuesday and Wednesday(3rd & 4th June). Hehehe I won 2 silvers for javelin and shotput and a bronze for 800m which was unexpected. Small. small miracles....... :)
Shi Ning was amazing from the last runner and caught up to the first during the 4x400m relay...... nicknamed Magdougall's Aeroplane XP Well she got some nasty blisters after that though....... Well I believe through these two days of sports brought my friendship between Shi Ning & Shu En a step closer :P I pray that this friendship will go on.......

DO NOT DESPITE SMALL BEGINNINGS!!!!

Thursday (5th)- It was World's Environment Day and everyone was expected to wear something green or brown..... High Jump was in the morning and we had a so called competion among the classes to use recycled items to make anything creative...... Our class had the idea but too bad we never finished it..... XP It's still in class though 'The Unfinished Shelf", Don't even look like one.... LOLZ Then the tug-of-war was next and Danson merged as the champions :) hehehe

Friday was as usual, tuition in the morning, suppose to have netball in the afternoon but coach wasn't feeling well so practice was cancelled, instead went for CG then art lesson at night. Haven't been going tuitions this week was busy with Yeng Peng to finish up our art For another competition :P

Was free the whole Saturday except to submit in the art in the afternoon then went for dinner at Uncle Lucas' (mummy's boss) house to have dinner XP Drank quite a few glasses..... (*guess u guys know what I mean, not my fault..... ==') Got home quite late......

Sunday(8th)-Went service with mummy the next day and P.Peter was talking about Spiritual Gifts..... It was our school Sport's Day but I didn't go anyways..... Danson was first again this year Wheeee...... Yes Danson's going strong this year...... :) All the way.........

Monday(9th)- No school :) Went to the mall instead to watch the 11am show 'Kung Fu Panda' with Shi Ning and Shu En. Well it wasn't really funny that will send you rolling with laughter but the show was still okay. Worth to watch lor...... :) Was suppose to get puzzles but couldn't remember where I've seen the shop..... My bad ==''' Thet went back after lunch while I was there till about 5pm. Went Unitek to get some dics then back to the arcade :) Wohoo beaten my own record again for shooting bballs..... (From 147 to 306 XD Not showing off but just proud of mysef :D ) Just had Malay tuition at night....... No computer still..... Thanks to Yen, spoiling it yesterday.......

Tuesday(10th)-We're just having free periods everyday..... Except P.O.A period hahhahhaha 'issues' betwween teacher and students..... Ain' listing out any...... Lolz...... Went playing drums(one of my greatest joy) with En before going for netball at Menglait...... And then my organ class at night.....

Have been staying up late every night to watch TV hehhehe...... And the computer's back :D

Had our Interhouse Maths Quiz on Thursday. We won Hollis and met Corwall in the Finals.... We lost at a very close score 28-27..... Well we did our best and had fun too anyways :) Especially between the Form 2s (Jasper & Hann Yee) Was so tired that I fell asleep after tuition while waiting for a chance to use the comp...... xp

Hehe my last tuition for the week or you can say for the month Lolz...... will be away for the whole holiday in China, Guang Zhou..... Gonna missed out so much again this holiday just like the others...... Dunno whether to be happy or sad..... :S Haiz...... Was in Menglait since 2pm till almost 7pm for netball.... Damn it was really hot..... Wasn't that bad last year ==' Had Friendly match with some of coach's ex players and the MD gang (THE CRAZY BUNCH whose company we enjoyed very much XD ) Sorted out some stuffs at night and slept quite late again......

Reading some other's blogs sometimes do give me inspiration and this have given me a whole new different perspective of my own life. And sometimes I just wished I could be an encouragement to somebody out there...... Especially when I know that somebody........
Hehe and something else I've learnt :- Fulfil other's dreams so that God can fulfil yours :) AMEN!!!

Wahahahah have fun reading...... got to go now for our Mythstique bball game against the SAS girls' team :) Have been looking forward for it :D Especially when we have a chance to play with Mythstique..... A very rare chance :)

认识了你们是我心目中其中一个最欢乐的事. 是你们让我找到我自己,发现到我的世界,我的能量.....我会永远支持着你们,守护着你们. 我的肩膀随时都可以让你靠......

The Moments we had are so rare that I'll cherish every single one till the days to come.....

-PRECIOUS MOMENTS-

2008-06-02T02:00:00.001+08:00

Finally home..... :) Just finished Freshwinds 2008 this morning..... Had so much fun for the last 2 days and learnt so much from Ps.Satish...... So blessed from this time's conference, the promises, the annointing and the impartation..... So much to say but got to it another day. Got to sleep early still have school tomorrow, haven't got much sleep during the last few days =='''

A new chapter in life.......

Not by might, nor by power, But by my Spirit,' says the Lord Almighty. - Zechariah 4:6

2008-05-29T02:00:00.001+08:00

WAhhhhhhhhh......... More papers were given back......... And all the decisions to make for the sport events.......... Phew tired,tired,tired....... And the S'pore students are going back........ Lolz *randomness*

Anyways going off to Miri for Freshwind for the weekend....... Wheeeeeeeeee :) So won't be updating for quite a while till I'm back :) Hehehehe

Adios..... :P

不知道该做什么....... 好多解决不了的问题........ 好烦啊!!!

2008-05-26T02:40:00.001+08:00

Had a GREAT TIME during service!!!! :D It was our BIG DAY for the youths for the launching of our 3rd service on Sunday :) Hehehe brought En, Hazel, Mable and X.Ting along, too bad Ning couldn't make it last minute...... Mableh sent En and I back to school after service for bball till about 6.30 before making our way home :)

*Hadn't got much time to catch up with them, hopefully after their exams :)

Spent most of the night online chatting......... Well glad that they enjoyed the service, gonna invite them again after they finished their exams :)

Well it's time to set things right in my life, leaving everything in the past behind and moving on this time. All I need is Your Strength to help me face each day.......

2008-05-25T02:55:00.001+08:00

Sleepy,sleepy,sleepy,sleepy,sleepy

Got my M.I.B and Bio Paper back today....... Still okay not too bad..... :) Hehehe was having free period most of the time and took the 8th period for the meeting :) Then went to see Ms.Loong after that :)

Was at Padang Kebajikan in the afternoon, hehehe found out that Hazel can do javelin :D A good start XP Anyways was teaching a few of them how to play the javelin too, not bad :) Dunno why so tired but fell asllep in de evening till almost 9pm.... Lolz and I'm tired again.... ==' Gonna go of to bed :) BIG DAY TOMORROW!!!! :D

The PLAN was executed and well it's all up to God now for us to see the results of it. Though we may already have some negative feedback but we shall not give up. We may have lose the battle but we shall not lose the war (got it from Joyce's post,I just love reading her posts, always so encouraging :D )

Anyways got to go now.ciao